Emotional Wreck
It has been a hectic week, I am mentally and physically exhausted...
I trusted 'YOU', never did I know you LIED to my face...
To %$#^&*&**@#,
I love you with all my heart I do, I never taught in my life that you would ever do this to me or to us!!! Youre the one person in this whole world whom I love and care about. what ever you want I always try to get it for you,making sure that you never feel alienated.I can gurantee your parents loves you.. maybe you are blinded by love but its just a phase I can promise you... No one will love you as much as your parents.. NOONE... although we're not that religious, I assume you are still big enough to differentiate what is wrong or right. What you did may be forgiven but never be forgotten!!
You seriously need to reflect back on yourself, dont blame other people if youre not happy and making a fool out of your life? Im speaking this from experience.... You witness what I did and I never been proud of it... Memang you can always say that ppl make mistakes.. yes they do, but what if they nvr change?? what if they caught up with their own world?? Ive seen alottt of my friends who is proud puffing ciggarettes,drugs and sex when they are in highschool but look at them now?? No future... I do not care about anyone else, but I do care about you... dont say I / your family doesnt love you because you , yourself know that deep down we do and all we want is whats the best for you
I am sad :( never in my life I could possible think that you could do this to me...
why???
pls remember, that doa ibubapa selalu dimakbulkan tuhan.. jangan kiter buat benda yang kite akan regret later.. whatever you do now, will always have the pembalasan one day.. maybe not to you but to your children.. fikirla masak2 before deciding to do anything else.
I really hope that this will open up your eyes and mind...
You dissapoint me..
This week is full of tears, resentment, angers and hatred.. Alhamdulillah I have my sister and family. To be honest, once upon a time, I hated my family, to me friends were always my main priority regardless on what ppl say. But now I realised that I love my family, alhamdulillah tuhan buka hati i. I am very close to my mum and dad, they even read my blog.. Being far away makes me realise that family is all I have.. sigh~
Ya Allah, jika ini adalah dugaan kau atas kami, permudahkanlah perjalanan kami. Kami redha dengan apa yang berlaku dan kami tahu setiap yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. -amin-
I trusted 'YOU', never did I know you LIED to my face...
To %$#^&*&**@#,
I love you with all my heart I do, I never taught in my life that you would ever do this to me or to us!!! Youre the one person in this whole world whom I love and care about. what ever you want I always try to get it for you,making sure that you never feel alienated.I can gurantee your parents loves you.. maybe you are blinded by love but its just a phase I can promise you... No one will love you as much as your parents.. NOONE... although we're not that religious, I assume you are still big enough to differentiate what is wrong or right. What you did may be forgiven but never be forgotten!!
You seriously need to reflect back on yourself, dont blame other people if youre not happy and making a fool out of your life? Im speaking this from experience.... You witness what I did and I never been proud of it... Memang you can always say that ppl make mistakes.. yes they do, but what if they nvr change?? what if they caught up with their own world?? Ive seen alottt of my friends who is proud puffing ciggarettes,drugs and sex when they are in highschool but look at them now?? No future... I do not care about anyone else, but I do care about you... dont say I / your family doesnt love you because you , yourself know that deep down we do and all we want is whats the best for you
I am sad :( never in my life I could possible think that you could do this to me...
why???
pls remember, that doa ibubapa selalu dimakbulkan tuhan.. jangan kiter buat benda yang kite akan regret later.. whatever you do now, will always have the pembalasan one day.. maybe not to you but to your children.. fikirla masak2 before deciding to do anything else.
I really hope that this will open up your eyes and mind...
You dissapoint me..
This week is full of tears, resentment, angers and hatred.. Alhamdulillah I have my sister and family. To be honest, once upon a time, I hated my family, to me friends were always my main priority regardless on what ppl say. But now I realised that I love my family, alhamdulillah tuhan buka hati i. I am very close to my mum and dad, they even read my blog.. Being far away makes me realise that family is all I have.. sigh~
Ya Allah, jika ini adalah dugaan kau atas kami, permudahkanlah perjalanan kami. Kami redha dengan apa yang berlaku dan kami tahu setiap yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. -amin-
posted by ayeshazmin at
6:34 PM
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