Earth Hour

even klcc turn off the lights!! :)

While I was sleeping, I heard my phone went *beep beep* .. hmmm theres a msg.. so I got up and read it.. it was from my dear mum.. she told me that she and daddy had closed all the lights in order to show support to the Earth Hour.. I replied telling her to check on the doors since the so called penyangak would be active during this time... kan? kan??

so after that I woke up, showered and had my breakfast...

hours later,I decided to switch off the lights in my house at 8.30 pm, altho some of you might think its overrated.. I am still up for it.. Firstly, it is only for one hour and my housemates will all be in their room minding their own business so rather than keeping the lights in the hallway and landing on. I switch it off!!! I do believe that some people get all semangat in doing it for a day but try making it a habit by switching off the lights when not in use :)...

In the UK,
we are required to recycle all our boxes, glass, tins and paper. At first, I was complaining since in malaysia kiter buang sekali harung but since the global warming was a big issue I gave in and start to recycle. Here, usually you have to pay for your plastic bag when you want to buy something (books or clothes and etc) so for me i usually stuffed it in my big jumboooo bag as plastic are not easy to recycle and they are non-degradable product :). The bank here has also done their part by having a paperless statement to help environment by reducing numbers of trees being chopped down..

so to those tue.. try to recycle...its the new IN thing!!!

A month ago, a friend of mine that I once had crush on add me on facebook.. I was soo happyy.. ok?? I known him for 2 years ady.. but we always stayed friends as both of us has our own "buah hati" kononla kan... so he asked my msn and ym.. and I gave him and he added me but hmmm... he is always offline.. soo i dont have high hopes la since my main priority is to finish my degree asap and go back to malaysia to be with my familia...

then,

today out of the blue, he came online and we chat... omgggggggggggg... i was sooo happy.. now my motivation when up up up.. hehehhe.. padahal baru sekali je chat dah happy semacam ok? (ma & ba dont get me wrong it is just a small crush) i am not angauing!!! hukhukhuk..

ish.... I need to get serious now.. I have two paper to submit and it will determine my degree...

Circus..

Its not the britney circus la, its the REAL one :)

to be honest, I am not the person who loves to go to circus(altho I love going to disney on ice or fun fair or sewaktu dgnnya), but I remembered few years back when I went with my siblings to Royal London Circus.. and we sat at the ringside.. oh boy!! I was amazed..

Back then they have motorcycles in ring stunt.. cool dowh!!

They have gajah oso...

so when I heard that the Zippos Circus are coming to town, I had my mind set to go.. but that time it was ling2 who should have accompany me.but since shes miles away :( I have to find other ppl to go with. but as usual i have back ups.. Zharif!! I told him a week a go.. and he said yes ( i doubt he ever says no to anyone):P

so yesterday,

when I was lepaking at the girls house, I slipped about the circus thingy.. and to my suprise they wanted to join.. ingatkan they will think Im lame tapi eh? semua ikut pulak.. so after I reached home, I booked 6 ticket..

and

Today...

we went there..the tent was amazing and gigantic... although I was not that impressed by the performance but there was few scene that I was screaming and shouting sbb too excited... Zharif sampai nak pekak duduk sblah.. but who cares kan? pegi circus takkan nak diam?? blerghhhh...

it was sooo comel to see little pony running around.. although the animal activist in oxford are quite big (they were protesting infront of the tent, scarry tak?) however there were 400 audience who were there so i wasnt all that guilty..

the downside are i was expecting a tiger, elephant ke? tapi yang ader is horses, one little pony and little birds.. itu je.. but for only 5 pounds what more could i expect kan??

nampak tak pony kecik tue.. nampak tak???

ok this stunt made me screammmm so loud that my lungs are out of breath.. the girl is hang by her neck and spun around.. cooollllllio

the debab (look i have more than one chin).. and three comelll kakak..

(las parilas) they make me aw and ew....

Attention:

To dear anonymous,

I wonder whether your attention is really to help or otherwise.. If you are really sincerely wanted to help you should msg me at my email and not to post a comment. Just so you know, I know who you are.. Youre not all that anonymous after all :). Do note that I know whats happening :) Love or hate mail do send it to my email ayeshazmin01@yahoo.com..

Salam Perantauan~

Today,

before submitting my sypnotic paper, I called malaysia. Its been days since I last talk to my mum, bukan tak sayang but everytime dgr suara I will end up gigit bantal sbb tahan sebak (Ratu Air Mata katakan :) ).. Its a routine, everytime nak submit paper or exam I will call home to talk to mama... Mintak berkat and her prayer.

The conversation today was a lil bit unusual.. funny as always. I was asking ma to doakan so that the lecturer lembut hati reading my assignment.. and guess what she replied

me: ma nanti doakan I tau, I will be submitting my paper nanti (dgn nada yang tahan sebak)
ma: mama selalu doakan anak2 ma
me: ma doakan I jumpe jodoh cepat ok?? (trying to make a joke so dua2 tak emosi)
ma: mmg ma doakan you cpt jumpe jodoh, jumpe suami mulut wangi, handsome, bukan mat rempit and the list goes on..
me: maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

I was laughing so harddd... The thing about me and my mum, we say things about ppl that if orang luar dgr they will be shocked.. Only the two of us yang paham the joke that we throw to other ppl... I miss you maaaaaa.... :(

Ayu...

Yesterday,

I attend a ceremony to celebrate the birth of our dear prophet muhammad.. Firstly, I told everyone I DO not want to attend sbb merajuk with Mr. J but suddenly tuhan buka hati I, I went (^_^).. The girls and I decided to wear our baju kurung, ye laaaa.. mane lagi nakkk pakai if not for all this majlis.. I pun wear tudung to respect the ceremony, insya allah one day I will pakai terus.. So, dgn bangganye I nak pakai tudung ala2 waheeda yang telilit2 (along taught me how)... lilit punye lilit (with the help from najwa) jadilah macam waheeda punye.. I kept on checking the mirror thinking,"if mama tengok nie sure ma suke, daddy pun akan ckp comel"..

So, we went by cab to summertown where we have our meetings and stuff... me and ainul ditugaskan buat air and jage makanan.. so we sort out all the things and join them for the selawat.. sebak jugak dgr the ustaz bace doa.. teringat dkt parents dkt malaysia... :(

Emotional Wreck

It has been a hectic week, I am mentally and physically exhausted...

I trusted 'YOU', never did I know you LIED to my face...

To %$#^&*&**@#,

I love you with all my heart I do, I never taught in my life that you would ever do this to me or to us!!! Youre the one person in this whole world whom I love and care about. what ever you want I always try to get it for you,making sure that you never feel alienated.I can gurantee your parents loves you.. maybe you are blinded by love but its just a phase I can promise you... No one will love you as much as your parents.. NOONE... although we're not that religious, I assume you are still big enough to differentiate what is wrong or right. What you did may be forgiven but never be forgotten!!

You seriously need to reflect back on yourself, dont blame other people if youre not happy and making a fool out of your life? Im speaking this from experience.... You witness what I did and I never been proud of it... Memang you can always say that ppl make mistakes.. yes they do, but what if they nvr change?? what if they caught up with their own world?? Ive seen alottt of my friends who is proud puffing ciggarettes,drugs and sex when they are in highschool but look at them now?? No future... I do not care about anyone else, but I do care about you... dont say I / your family doesnt love you because you , yourself know that deep down we do and all we want is whats the best for you

I am sad :( never in my life I could possible think that you could do this to me...

why???

pls remember, that doa ibubapa selalu dimakbulkan tuhan.. jangan kiter buat benda yang kite akan regret later.. whatever you do now, will always have the pembalasan one day.. maybe not to you but to your children.. fikirla masak2 before deciding to do anything else.

I really hope that this will open up your eyes and mind...

You dissapoint me..

This week is full of tears, resentment, angers and hatred.. Alhamdulillah I have my sister and family. To be honest, once upon a time, I hated my family, to me friends were always my main priority regardless on what ppl say. But now I realised that I love my family, alhamdulillah tuhan buka hati i. I am very close to my mum and dad, they even read my blog.. Being far away makes me realise that family is all I have.. sigh~

Ya Allah, jika ini adalah dugaan kau atas kami, permudahkanlah perjalanan kami. Kami redha dengan apa yang berlaku dan kami tahu setiap yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. -amin-