my life as "Gadis Oxford"

Karipap oh Karipap :)

2009-06-21T11:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday 21st June, 2009 ,

I suddenly have this urge mengidam makan karipap...the ones that my mum always make is yummy and daging die selalu bnyk ok?? my mum is seriously not a cheaps cake in terms of food.. so when I want something lagi2 makanan I have to get it.. kalau tak makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah, tido pun tak lena. so obviously kalau ade genie in the bottle pun, tak mampu jin tue nak terbang balik malaysia nk amikkan karipap .. so mintak mama resipi aje la..

heheh.. the recipe looks simple..

semua bahan ader except for daging.. so off me and najwa went to cowley.. we walked ok?? now dah tak complain dah.. hhehehehe.. hopefully shed some kilos of me.. heheheh..

we went to tesco to buy grocery first then to tahmid (tempat membeli daging, ayam dan ikan)...

after everything, we went backkk!!! it was raining and i was drenched from head to toe :(..the umbrella najwa had was too small for the both of us.. and the rain here not like in malaysia.. it follows the direction of the wind.. kadang2 dr depan, kiri dan kanan.. lol

i passed all my grocery to najwa and walked home to take some stuff..

so around 9, i walked back to the bateman's... and i start by rebusing the daging.. najwa helped me chop the potatoes and i dice the onions..

then,

campak nie..

campak tue...

dah siap..tapi nak tunggu the kuah kering took me whole 30 mins.. so my hand dah mulaala nak edit, so what i did i letak chicken stock la.. garam la..

and i tasted it..

oh boy... ader kapal garam karam in my inti...

tapi since i dont know what else to do.. pakai aje..

the pastry: we used instant.. but it keep onnn merekah..

so i google the recipe and make one myself.. hahahah.. theres flour on my forehead.. pants.. everywhere ok??? hehehe.. the pastry i made is much better than the instant one..

at 1 am.....

ive finished making karipap and seriously sick of it.. dpt 23 ketul aje!!!!!. no more karipap for now.. hahahahha

sempat goreng 3 aje yesterday..

***** pls DO NOT laugh at my karipap.. its my first attempt

can you see the dough on the table!!! thats the instant one.. muahhahaha

cacattt!!!!! mama tgk nie.. ketawa besar!!

I only fried 3 at 1am!!!! tak larat nak goreng bnyk2...

Zhariff left us :( sob sob

2009-06-19T17:43:00.000-07:00

18th June, 2009

is the date where zhariff will be leaving us..

he's one of my closest friends in oxford.. he always listens and never judge...

he always and always teman me to do my grocery shopping, and always carries the heaviest bag..

he is one of my partner in the kitchen.. whenever i or he cook we always help each other. potong bawang ke?? cili ke??

that very day,

miss sleeping beauty woke up late again ( i know, its contagious!!!) actually that morning he tried to wake me up to teman him to do last min shopping but after all the marilyn monroe drama.. I was not feeling well.. and took panadols the night before.. so obviously waking up in the morning is the last thing that i want to do..

so i woke up quite late.. after i took my shower i lied down in bed.. still having headache from the rain from yesterday.. me and zarep were suppose to dismantle my table.. but he did it all by himself.. kesian die.. soooo i had brunch and waited for him to come back.. as soon as he came back which was around 5 and his bus to stansted was around 6.30.. he rushed to pack his stuff.. to my horror.. he hasnt quite finish packing.. i offered help but i think he was too serabut so i sat aside and watch.. i call taufiq to ask a favour whether he can send all ofus by car.. easier.. he said yes..

so off we went...

it was soooo colddddddddddd.. we waited till 6.30 but there were still no sign of the bus..

we wait

and wait...

roughly before 7.00pm faz need to excuse herself.. since she has her mother and sister at home.. so off she went...

around 7.30pm tayar bus pun we tak nampak.. i had dance class that day and zhariff keep on telling me to go home.. but he send my sister off to the airport last time so i insist to stay..

at 8.00 pm wiper bus pun tak nampak..lol and bob told us he wanted to go home.. and by that time it was getting colder by the minute..

i was getting cranky myself but tried to hold myself together..

8.15 we saw the bus.. i was jumping up and down excited..

alhamdulillah he was not late.. and me and taufiq were the last one standing.. hahahahaa

we are the three musketeers!!! excuse my baru bangun face okies??

the house mates without abang muz!!!

taufiq and zharif fooling around.. hahaha

the day that i became marilyn monroe version oxford!!!!

2009-06-19T17:10:00.000-07:00

17th june, 2009

Ive made promise to zharif to accompany him to buy his mother's handbag (it shows he trust my taste)... Its been weeks since he asked me to go with him.. but i will always have something to do.. kesian pulak my housemate sorang nie..
so I told him the night before we would go to Bicester Village (high end shopping outlet) the very next day..

and around 11 am..

he knock on my door.. and hes the type would never ever try and masuk whenever im asleep.. so he was banging on my door none stop.. and seperti biase sleeping beauty was still asleep.. tido mati gamaknye..:)..

an hour later,

i woke up and called zhariff ( even if he lives a room under my room, i prefer to call him rather than let him see my muke baru bangun tido yang sungguh hodoh ini).. luckily hes not the type yang membebel.. i told him that we will be goin in an hour.. he agreed.. fuhhh~~. so after that terus masuk toilet and mandi..

on the way to the bus stop,

zharif told me that bob will be tagging along.. so fine la kan.. i told him i want to take pictures infront of the bodlein library since my blog photo was me infront of it.. and zharif is the only one who knows how to take good pictures.. so he told me we will be going there first.. so as we reached town, we walked there.. and konon2 nak tangkap gambar front page magazine la.. I was wearing skirt not knowing that it was windddy sooo windy.. menyesal ok?? but as i was posing ala2 britney.. zharif told me that he forgets to put back the memory card in the camera.. shish!!! so we used my camera which only has 10 mins left.. lol..

me and bob.. angin was sepoi2 that time!!!

luckily theres no wind this time :)
bestest housemate who truly understands my mood swings!!

marilyn monroe in action...

I was laughing and crying at the same time.. bencii!!!!

the camera almost died.. I was upset at this very moment..
balik lahhh!!!!!

but obviously i want to keep my promise kan..so we went to bicester..

Ive never seen zharef sooo fickle minded.. theres so many handbag that I had to so called 'peragakan' for him.. yang nie colour tak cantik la?? besar sangat la?? tak bnyk compartment la?? like helllo... luckily i sayang him as a brother or else jangan harap nak layan kerenah die.. lastly we stop by at bally and oh god.. love at first sight.. and theres additional 60% off.. so the bag was only 218 pounds.. hahah.. i was holding it for a long time, sbb nak jugak for my beloved mama.. as if i have the money???.. so after we bought that, zhariff told me that he wants to buy his mother a comfortable slipper.. you know those hush puppies type that mak2 will wear?? so i was trying shoes after shoes.. ader yang kodi ader yang cantik.. but all of clarks shoes are very comfortable.. so afterlong consideration.. he bought one.. which is a good buy!!! dirt cheap!!!

after that,

he teman me to ralph lauren and i went to try clothes after clothes.. it was sooo cantekk ok?? its just that ive promised myself not to spend a dime and it was only to help zharif... sooo i put everything back with a heavy hard.. and we went back to town...

there i told zharif to treat me a last meal before he went back.. he said ok?? so we went to this at thai restaurant.. it was so so.. we had tomyam, chicken cashew nuts and fish... i think me and zarep can definitely cook better.. haih~~

as we reached home, i realised i didnt spend a dime.. everyhing zharif bayar.. hahahahah.. thank you!!!! next time nak teman lagi la... :P

Osney Lock, Krispy Kreme and English Dinner :)

2009-06-18T18:43:00.000-07:00

16th of June,

Najwa gave me 8 miscals asking me to wake up.. and seriously its getting harder for me to wake up in the morning nowadays since theres nothing else to do.. Im turning into those nangka busok.. seriously :(.. Last2 i woke up with the sound of azan from my laptop... it was freaking 1pm and im still in bed.. nie kalau dkt malaysia dah lame my mum panggang i.. lol!!!! I called her back, she said she wants to go and walk to town.. its going to take around 45 mins to reach town by foot.. and as always i would decline.. dah almost a year and a half im here but still i wouldnt want to walk to town.. never ever ok?? habis dah pakai make up seinci.. nak jalan ke town.. no thank you!!!!! but somehow on that particular day, I said yes.. so we agreed on meeting up another hour.. and shes very precise.. as for me if i say ill see you another hour.. it would definitely means an hour times two.. hahahahha...

so i took my shower and shampooed my hair (dah nak jalan all sweaty, sometimes i can be such a dungu you know??) .. the time najwa called me.. I was ady out from the shower.. but little does she knows that it will take me 45 mins just to dry my hair.. yesss!!!! even the shampoo girl complains sometimes.. nak buat macam mane.. its in my genes.. so i asked her to come over.. I guess she was upset sbb have to wait for me and seriously I was ady cranky since I hated it when ppl rush me.. I get really annoyed.. sooo I kept myself calm and go and get ready.. by the time I was ready with my sunblock on, with my bangles la, with my owl necklace, I realised I havent prayed yet.. so terpakse la I took everything off and pray.. I think by that time I was ady at the urge to say I dont want to go.. but she waited dah kan?? it would be rude.. so after semayang, I went straight dont.. without make up ok???

at the end, we decided not to walk since its ady 4 o'clock and if we do by the time we reach there everything will be close.. so we took the bus.. we went to few shops and she teman me to window shop so called buah tangan to loved ones back in malaysia..I had fun in the boswell which reminds me so much whenever I teman mama to metrojaya where she spend hours just to look for her kitchen stuff.. hahahah after that we went and tapau branos and went straight to krispy kreme.. sazlin was working there so we ordered 2 mango ice blended and 2 doughnuts.. and she gave us free hahahahah.. we ate there ok?? like najwa said.. its her dad's company.. so we are allowed to eat there kononlaaa.. lol... 

We met bob there!!! :)

no make up ok??? sheesh..luckily i was wearing my burung hantu necklace.. like that can cover my pimple...

later after the makan2,

najwa wants to bring me to osney lock.. but on that very particular day i didnt brought my jacket with me.. and it was getting windy.. so i told her next time we'll go ok?? she said ok.. but she kept on going to a direction where im not familiar with.. so i pun ikut je.. half way through, I realised that we're going to osney lock.. all of my friends know me that well.. I guess if die ckp then ill be complaining the whole way.. so shes smart.. hahaha.. by the time we were there.. my foot starts to hurt.. yela kalau pusing klcc 10 round pun i wont complain but this.. we were walking somewhere near a a hutan look alike.. I kept on taking photos so I dont really think about my foot.. as we reached there, I saw boats.. so cantik ok?? Let the picture speak for it self okies??

before I realised that we're going to osney lock :(

the road that make me walked a mile.. :P

anak itik tok wiiii!!!

the osney lock

 after the whole thing, 

I felt good about myself since Ive never walked this far altho it did have a price on my body.. hahahah.. 

later,

me and najwa went home.. we found two boxes and we took it.. I seriously need to start packing.. I cooked chicken pie and chicken chasseur for dinner as Hakim will be coming for dinner...

it was tiring ok?/ I was trying to rush everything, luckily najwa helped me to do the pastry...I hate it bile tetamu dah sampai baru nak tersengguk masukkan chicken dlm oven semua.. learn it from experience ye!??! hehehhe.. so yes, we had that and instance mash potatoes.. overall it was yummy!!! yes im the type who would masuk bakul and angkat sendiri... hahaha..

chicken chasseur and chicken pie <3 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zz8OZWqnTpo/Sjr3vb_CCKI/AAAAAAAAA8w/Fhol7nV6KNM/s1600-h/DSC01972.JPG"> mash potatoes... instance

 piee love!!!!!

chicken chasseur...

yum yum!!!!!!

Britneytizing <3

2009-06-14T19:18:00.001-07:00

13th July, 2009
Ive been asking everyone to go with me to britney spear's concert.. eventho she mime and doesnt sing live she is one of my favourite singer and a great entertainer.. if nak tunggu die perform in malaysia mmg tak la... with her oh so revealing clothes I doubt so... Initial plan was for me to go with faz.. but faz told me that it wouldnt be save for the two of us just to go by ourselves and she said she will go if theres a guy,betul jugak.. safety comes first.. so i dok pujuk taufiq, zarep and hakim.. none of them wants to go.. we were supposed to go either 10th or 11th of July.. but since no one wants to teman me and faz.. we decided not to goo.. I was a lil bit upset tapi nak buat macam mane kan...

on the 10th July, hakim called and told me that britney's VIP concert ticket was sold at 2 pounds each (the original price was 100pounds ye).. he said we should go.. but that time , I already expecting maklong to come to oxford.. Ive promised to meet up with her, takkan i nak terus pegi concert... there was another show the very next day.. but hakim pulak tak free.. takkan I nak pegi all by myself kan???

so after accepting the fact that I wont be going to he concert.. on friday night, hakim called.. he said we should try and go for the saturday show.. that would be her last concert in London.. dahla we havent bought the tickets.. he wants us to gamble..hmmmm.. I was sceptical at first. ye la.. if dah travel jauh2.. tak dpt tgk confirm lagi frust kan?? hahahha.. but eventually I agreed.. so the night before kononla nak bonding with najwa and faz.. I slept at their place.. we watched harry potter and white chicks.. ingatkan najwa can wake me up since I am not a morning person.. tapiii I woke up at 12 noon ok.. trus lari balik rumah and mandi.. Hakim is very punctual.. so he kept calling every 10mins or soo.. I hated it when ppl asked me to hurry up (padahal salah sendiri tapi nak emo).. heheheh..

after all the chaos of me getting ready, we took the bus.. I was seriously tired.. gara2 tgk movie with the girls.. I took a nap while Hakim happily yapping away about everything and anything..

we arrived in victoria, and took the underground train to east india.. I HATE LONDON during weekends.. if you walk, janganla tetibe nak berhenti angkat telefon ke??? nak window shopping ke?? you will get pushed ok and we asian are seriously small compared to them..!?!? I was holding on to Hakim's louis vuitton bag in the train since it was soooo full.. shish... we then arrive at east india and we took a boat to O2 stadium.. that was my first time.. I dont know that the stadium was located on an island.. cantik ok??? (yes me being jakun again)..

it was windyyy ok... if ling2 konpem terbanggg...

the o2 stadiumm

our boat...

me and hakim in the boat...

I was expecting big banners ke whatever la kan?? but as we reached there.. there was nothing.. no advertisement or watsoever that britney is goin to perform.. no wonder la they have to reduce the price.. the marketing wasss soooo bad (mentang2 student marketing :P).. I keep on thinking did we missed the whole concert ke?? or are we at the right place ke?? sbb the whole place is quiet and not much ppl.. tapi as we walked in the building.. we nampak la abit of britney poster here and there.. but not as much as i expected.. hehhe.. we went to the ticket booth.. and guess whatttttt??? we got the ticket.. hahahahahahahaha.. and the best part was, our seat is right infront of the stage...

they told us that the concert starts at 7.30 and that time it was roughly 5 something.. and hakim said he was hungry.. so we walked around to find a decent place to makan.. from the outside, I thought there was less ppl.. but as soon as you walked in.. manusia macam semut api ok?? bnyk.. the restaurant all were full and they were ppl still queueing up... so we walked and found a place called HAHA.. tak ramai.. since its at he ceruk of the building and not many ppl walk there..  I had risotto and hakim had the salmon.. hmm okla.. I told hakim to eat slowly to kill time :).. but he cleaned both mine and his plate in minutes ok.. serious gile!!!! hahahah.. we then walked for abit and decided to go in to the o2 arena..   as we walked in.. the stage was beautiful ok?? however, I get bored easily menunggu primadona to come out... I took out my ipod and hakim read his book.. hahah.. we look like some kind of a dysfunctional couple (ma, this is soo not my boyfriend, maklumat selanjut pls ask along ok?)..we waited for almost an hour rasenye.. till suddenly the light went off.. and oh boy.. hakim was screaming tak ingat dunie.. it was ciara.. and i wasnt even expecting her.. her body is soo perfect ok??? best sangat.. after that, the big apple circus performed..

 Ciara performed live :)

Big apple circus

then,

jeng jeng jengggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg..

. my beloved britney spears came down from the sky or somewhere..!!! *** screammss sambil guling2..

I was screamingggg..

This was the best costume... :)

yes she was definitely this close from where I am..

I am the happiest snailllllllllll... yippie....

Rewind....

2009-06-14T14:04:00.000-07:00

Friday -12th June 2009..

I was invited to go and have lunch at oxford's uni by hakim.. There were 4 of us me, taufiq, najwa and faz... we went there around 12 something.. we had to walk a lil bit from the town to his uni.. and obviously i was complaining.. I kept on muttering "jauh lagi ke??".. nasib baik all of them are very much used to me.. kalau tak confirm kene tinggal.. boo hoo...

as soon as we reached there.. I was like "ah.. oh... wahhhh". kejakunan yang amatlah terserlah. the place was like an historical place.. we quickly went inside. All of us had fish and chips.. and its 20 pounds something for the 5 of us.. which is very cheap considering the fish is soooo freshh and huge.. hahahahah.. the place is something like harry potter's dining hall... so cantik ok?? i only took 2 photos as I was surrounded by oxford uni student, dont want to look like an outsider kan?? hahahah..

aisyah and taufiq :)

najwa, hakim and fazlina...

after our oh so sedap lunch, hakim told us that the museum is open now and we can go for a visit.. and obviously i tried to keep my compose.. I hate museum.. I get sooo sleeepy and cranky ok.. but this museum is an exception.. it was dark since They had to turn off the light because they need to preserve the artifacts and bla bla blaaaa... so we had to use a torch.. I was so amazed on how they have mummys.. real mummys ok?!?!?! and jenglot!!!!! theres time when i had goosebumpsss.. scary dowhh!!!! hahaha.. oh and apparently hakim told us that this museum (seriously i forget the name, yes i know.. im a dory sometimes) is the only museum who has dodo the bird which is still intact with bulu and semua.. cool kan!!! hahahahaa...

theres a sign asking us to touch the leopard.. bagi 1 million pun i wont.. :P

hakim so called our photographer was lying down the floor..

i dont know.. what hes up to...

then, hakim needs to go to his lab.. so we sort of teman him there.. but not allowed to go in the building.. so me and faz bought hot chocolate.. and we sat outside.. hmmm life a bliss.. dont you think???

bored waiting for us to finish up our hot chocolate...

taking our own sweet time.. drinking hot chocolate.. hahahaha

Do I look like a hipopotamus aka hypocrite to you???

2009-06-10T13:32:00.000-07:00

Someone wanted to see me, and as far as Im concerned I do not want to.. Maybe because I do NOT want to be a hypocrite... If I dont like a person, I would prefer not to see them at all so I do not have to throw an act... I talked to my beloved ma, and she told me that she wont tell me what do since Im big enough to decide myself. later, I spoke to one of my good friend, and he told me that I should just see "M.N" to show courtesy and I shouldnt keep grudges towards that particular person.. hmmmmmmm...if its thats easy, everyone in this whole wide world would be in peace.. betul tak??. I kept on reciting qursi on the way out, just incase so that I would be okay meeting "M.N".. alhamdulillah everything turn out to be alright... syukur :) I felt soooo relief that I met so called "M.N"since I am a better person myself :) Jangan sampai saya gigit ye??? saya benci orang yang berpura2!!!

later,

Maklong informed me that she'll be coming down to oxford for a day trip... She reached around 3 something and I told her that i'll meet her in city centre.. It was rainingg ok??.. and I didnt bring my umbrella along... I waited for the bus nearly half an hour.. and as I reached there I couldnt call her as shes using malaysian number... so I was walking around controlling myself not to spend a dime in town, waiting for her call.. at last she called me and she asked me to meet up infront of st. mary's church since arif will be graduating that day.. hahahah..if i knew i would wear something more appropriate but it seems everyone wore casual...

after that,
we went for scones since maklong teringin to eat themm.. so we went and had our scones.. then, faiz drove to my house to check my "burnt carpet"... Luckily, I kept some of ayam madu from yesterday.. served them.. and they went back.. I felt so much better meeting up with family..hilang rase rindu to penghuni no 9, jalan adang....

spot the differences!!!!!

2009-06-09T16:08:00.000-07:00

I went to tesco with zharif to stock up chicken and onions... teringin masak ayam masak madu for dinner.. .however I dont understand where did all my chicken go?? baru beli tup tup hilang!!!! apakah toyol pun reti masak ayam??? haih!!!!!

anyone??? give me back my chickennn!!!!!

I came across this funny photo of a group of chicken hanging out.. so i thought maybe my chicken ran away... :)or died while having fun in the tub... :0

rendam la ye!!!! sampai masak.........

we later went to G&D for icecream treat... I had pistachio icecreamm... woot woot...

then i realised I was wearing white?? samer macam my friend in one of his photo so I asked zarep to edit the photo for me...

spot the differences?? bole?

this is to show everyone in Malaysia yang seriously I tak de kerja.. and nak lebammm dah dkt sini...

sampai ke lubang cacing punnn.. nak cari ke??

2009-06-08T16:13:00.000-07:00

I know this is a fugly picture of me.. but I dont care.. Im angry ok :(

im back in Oxford :)

to those yang tak henti2 telepon about my whereabout, dont fret or menyibuk.. thank you.. to me as long as my parents know where I went is good enough :) I am a big girl and alhamdulillah as far as I am concern I know how to take care of myself...

seriously"these" people is giving me headache.. sehingga ke lubang cacing or lubuk mane punn die dpt cari.. Pagi petang siang malam nak check on me.. apakah takde orang lain untuk di siasat?? kalahhhhh michelle and abang nas dlm melodi.. bagi this particular person the post habis satu malaysia dia terjah... tapi the thing is if niat nak betulkan orang takpe, ini tidak kesalahan semua orang die nampak.. kesalahan diri sendiri tak pernah sedar.. Nasib baik, my parents taught me well.. kalau tak dah cekik2 orang tue.. gerammm sangat... Apakah dah takde kerja lain?? gossip terkini???

ape2 pun.. I had a peaceful time.. away from everyone for awhile..

Permintaan terakhir...

2009-06-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

Today i received a msg from my bro, haniff... (die nie seldom msg but when he does, he always write sweet things, harap2 ikhlas la.... tq)

im going back to malaysia lameeee lagi, tapi bukan main... semua orang dah pesan barang!!! hahaha... if its reasonable price i dont mind buying them for you okies??? I asked him to ukur his kaki in cm so that i can compare with the shoe.. he replied saying that he will ask mama to ukurkan.. haih.. mengaderrrr (ma if youre reading this, pls ask him to ukur himself.. bluek)

then tgh die dok membebel, theres one part that made me smile :)

if you cant read it,

he said:

anip. says:cant wait for u 2 get bck here..

anip. says:baru kecoh skit umah nikh!

anip. says:hahahahaha

terharu ok?? ader jugak orang yang menrinduiii kan... heheheh..

esok pagi2 akak cari perfume adek ye.. sayanggggg awokkk :)

Happy Birthday My Bel0ved Kumbeshh...

2009-06-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

Today is YAP XIAO SHAN's birthday,

she is one of my bestest friend in the whole wide world. she is the one and only friend who wont and will never gave up on me.. she doesnt mind if i asked her 1000000 questions just to helped me with my assignments ;).. she will always try and cheer me up even if she herself having 171786187 problems in her head.. being far far away from her, makes me appreciate our friendship so so so so much... I called her today, at 12 sharp uk time. Twice.. she didnt pick up my call but i was so determined that I dial her number again.. this time she picks up the phone with her "im still sleeping" voice.... I sang birthday song to her.. she laughed.. I miss you bestfriend.. altho you always betulkan my tatabahasa.. :)

when i get back we're so goin for a holiday.... Love you always <3

He turned 19..

2009-05-31T13:14:00.000-07:00

This is my beloved baby brother, and today he turned 19. I was digging thru my file pictures in my hard drive and external hard drive to find any photos of the both of us together but I cant seems to find out.. yes i know loser kan??? but nak buat macam mane?? i seriously do not have any photos of me and him togeder geder..

nevertheless,

I want to wish you baby brother a happy happy birthday!!!!

May Allah bless you always and you always surounded by love and happiness..

May all your dreams come true

I wish you all the best in life..

altho last time youre an 'outcast' among the four for us.. and always got bullied.. we still love you dear brother.. remember the time you were riding your tricycle and me and haniff stepped the back of your bike not letting you to move.. hahahahah.. good times!!!!! Have a nice birthday okies!!!! sayang awak to the moon...

The day she went away.....

2009-05-30T15:51:00.001-07:00

Samsung (30.05.2009) 11.33 am :

Aisyah, u jgn sedih2 tau. nnt kt skype ym semua k. miss u tau bestfren! thanx 4 everything. take cre.mmuahx

Honestly I do feel as if something is missing..

NAK BALIK... TSK TSK!!!!!

Fellow exhibition and BBQ nite :)

2009-05-30T11:14:00.000-07:00

she curl my hair using straightener...

bumblebeee bestie!!!

we curled each other hairs using paper bag!!! hahahha

Yesterday, I was supposed to teman Ainul and get stuff for the BBQ however I just realised that the present I bought for her is the wrong size.. hello?? kawan apakahhh i nie!!! so I told her that I have to go to town emergency, I told her to wait for me there and I will meet her.. not knowing that in order to exchange I have to queue laa.. sign this and that la.. so roughly it took me around 45 mins.. and for sure la ainul dah siap beli all her stuff kan?? I ran.. yes to the bus stop and waited.. she called me.. and I said "I tak naik bus lagi, tunggu tau" she said sumthing and the end she said "takpe la takpela" and hung up... I pun ape lagiiii.. menangis laaa.. kan and yes dkt busstop.. !!! so I called zarep and told him the whole story padahal I do not know whether Ainul marah ke?? upset ke?? tak kesah ke?? .. but alhamdulillah the bus arrive and I sampai jugak.. she was ady in the car with Is.. luckilyy nothing happened.. kang bertarik2 rambut pulak.. drama la kan.. haha.. but I heart her to the fullest..

her present :)

we reached home and I cleaned the chicken.. we were quiet at first, since I do not want to upset her more kan but later we start laughing talking about nonsense as usual la kan!!! later I balik rumah to wrap her present.. and selalunye whenever I reached home I will lie down and ended up sleeping aka MENAGA!!! and I was supposed to go with Taufiq for his exhibition.. I got ready and pegi with zarep and taufiq.. and seriously I was halfff asleep ok?? I do not understand anything about architecture.. If bagi i gossip terbaru dkt selebriti sensasi ke??? ape ke? ok jugak.. I was following zarep the whole time when I saw this interesting model.. I asked him 'nape zarep tak buat macam nie' and he answered 'aisyahhh, tue I punye la, I buat nie pun time kiter tak berckp berapa minggu hari tue'.. hahahha.. malu aje!!! but seriously it was impressive ok.. I jalan for abit and later pujuk zarep to go home as he needs to star the fire for the BBQ thingy ma jiggy..

zarep's model.. so cantikkk!!!!

Meeting KJ and Bowling Fiascoo!!!!

2009-05-30T10:22:00.000-07:00

Last thursday,

"Abang Taufiq" had asked me a favour which is teman him (with faz and zarep) to go and have breakfast with KJ in London.. at first i refused ye laaaaa nak kene bayar duit bus la, food la,.. but he said he will pay for everything.. so theres no other reason for me to refuse kan?? :).. He didnt informed me at first that i will be going at 8 am.. kalau bgtau sure I will say nooooo as I am not a morning person, and waking up at 6 am just to go to london is definitely a NO-NO... but obviously as a housemate they know me that well so they decided to tell me last min.. tapi nak buat macam mane.. dah janji so i have to oblige.. (^_^)

he woke me up at 8am.. (we were late ok).. I slept the whole journey since I do get cranky..if dkt malaysia pun, tunggu nak kene simbah dgn air baru bangun.. and my mum usually switch off the fan, bukak tingkap seluas2 nye so that i will wake up.. sometimes she even said dah pukul 11 la.. padahalll still early... ehhh!!! terkeluar from topic pulak.. and soooo after we reached london.. we walked to restaurant Bonda.. it is a walking distance but since i was wearing my blue shoe yang oh sooo memakan kaki.. I took twice longer.. forcing zarep to walk with me..

as we reached the restaurant.. everybody dah habis makan.. it soo embarassing ok??? we salam KJ and duduk for awhile before amik nasi lemak... I was feeling very awkward not knowing anybody there.. I seriously did not know that there were only 12 of us yang dtg.. but KJ is sooo humble ok!!! sangat suka.. I wasnt even listening pun what they were saying.. I wasss looking at his face aje.. muahahhahahahahahaha

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Later that day,

I called Ainul and asked her whether or not she wants to go bowling.. yelaaa walaupun shes going back to malaysia in 2 days.. and takkan pandang sebelah mata pun dkt bowling alley.. I still want to spent time with her.. I called zarep.. and tgk2 zarep dpt pinjam kete khairi.. Taufiq drove all of us there.. he was tired and cranky but what the heck.. his not goin to ruin our mood.. hahah.. we reached there and book for 2 lanes.. the girls vs the guys.. and I got the lowest points.. but who cares we had funn1!!!!!!

We are familyyyy!!!!!

My Bestest friend in oxford... sayang awak...

The day I got my tattoo...

2009-05-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

Salam to all,

as you all know, I went to play paintball on last monday..Theres 6 of us.. Zarep drove Hairi's car.. luckily our supervisor, cik Ainul Hayati, print out the map for back up (mmg berguna pun) she even cooked pasta for all of us.. sweet kan?? **credits for me as well: i provide the tupperwares .. the place wasnt that far but from the main road to get into the place.. ya allah!!! kalah nak pegi raub dulu jumpe my sister PLKN.. lol...

as we reached there, I was excited knowing that we will play among ourselves aje not expecting that we will be competing with other ppl.. we were given our suits, vest, and i dont know what else.. we put on everything.. took few pictures..

try imagine palestin and israel berperang!!! thats how we wereee.. there were 6 games in total but i only played 3... the game itself is exhausting. we had to conquer the hut la, what la.. the thing is theres 20 player per team.. with children and pros.. mane tak psychoo?? I was hiding behing the trees most of the time, tapi the last game i tried to tunjuk terrer.. ha!!! amik!!! kene tembakkk dkt paha, tangan anddd punggungg!!!! .the suit and the mask smell so horrid i ended up getting pimples as well.. isk benciii. as a result i got 5 free bruises on my body yang sungguh kiut nie...

Alien vs. Predator pun lagi cantik....

Sesi bergambarrr **padahal the game wasnt over yett!!!

My Bestfriends and I

2009-05-24T17:06:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to town with my dear bestfriend, Ainul and her bestfriend, after insisting not to go yesterday.. hahahha.. seriously, it hit me hard how im going to miss her the fact that she'll be going back in a week. sob sob.. I heart her to the fullest since shes always there for me.. infact shes has always been there for everyone.. shes one of the nicest person ive ever known.. we've done practically so many things together such as house viewing, curling each other hair using paper bags, cooking and shoppingggggggg.. hahhaha.. plus, shes one my closest friends who is getting marrieddddddd... yeay!!! will always pray for your happiness dear ainul.. will definitely miss you updating me with our tv3 gossips.. :)

My mum on facebook and she has a blogggggg...can you believe it??

2009-05-22T14:19:00.000-07:00

For as long as I live, i would never dream of having my mother plus my dad as one of my friends in facebook. weird tak?? hahahahah... just so you know, my mum have access to all the photos... i dont hide anything from her... sungguh pelik when some people keeps on asking me whether or not my mum nampak my photos laa.. hellloooooooo?? seriously i would rather show my mum than YOU.. ive created a "how do you know me quiz" and my mum got the highest..muhahahahahaha.. and her comment was "what the heck - I am ur mother"... hehehe....

plus, she has blog nowwww.. with the help by moi.. so ppl you can go and read ok?? its www.minazri.blogspot.com ... I love you ma, I hope your blog will be a tempat for you to share your stories with anak2 and families...

Selamat Hari Ibu....

2009-05-11T17:08:00.000-07:00

To my dearest Mama...

This post is ecspecially for you....

From the bottom of my heart, I want to wish you "Happy Mother's Day" ... Altho kejutan yang ala2 grande tue sampai lambat.. I know the thought that counts kan??? I loveee you ribu ribu lemonnn... Thank you for always being there for me... Altho kadang2 leterannn ma tak henti2 bagaikan tembakan m-16 in automatic, I do realize and understand why you did what you did ... Just so you know, we do appreaciate everything you did to us.. There are moments when I had my inbalance hormone and decide to menjawab your every sentence with 10 sentence, but truly I didnt mean what I said..I want to say sorry dr hujung uk ke hujung malaysia if theres any wrongdoings or if i ever made you cried. I love you with all my heart and thankful to have a mother like you who never gave up on us even if the surroundings are badmouthing us...
(tsk tsk.. apesal macam nak cry pulak nie :0 )

ma take careeeeeeeeeeeee... love you x 19727891798171

peluk ciummmmmmmmm
drpd anak di rantauan..

Sambal by post?

2009-05-02T10:09:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. ive been mengidaminggg sambal from aunty zu.. soooo sedappp ok?? sooo when kak afzan went back to malaysia (yonks ago), aunty zu gave me some sambal. hik hik.. hari berganti bulan, sambal still tidak kelihatan.. nak mengharapkan daku pergi ke cardiff jauh sekali.. nak tunggu kak afzan and abang amirul dtg sini punnn susah since they are very busy with their work and stuff...sampai diri ini terlupaaa pasal kewujudan sambal itu...

however,
2 days ago after i came backkk from london.. i saw a big envelope with my name written on it.. kak afzan had informed me earlier that my sambal is on its way, tapi tak sangka it reaches me soo quickly...

i wasss happy even it has already smelled a bit funky.. heheheh.. bukak2 dahhh bau basiii, emo momentossss... takpeee.. this means that kak afzan and abang amirul will cook for meeeeeeeeeeee nanti~~~ kan??? sayang both of you and thank you soooo muchhh...

London trip

2009-05-01T15:13:00.000-07:00

alto london and oxford sejengkal away, its very rare for me to go there..but since aunty laili is here.. i came down to london for 4 days.. it wasss fun fun fun.. we were travelling here and there and its been crazy... compared to my energy, aunty laili is wayyyy stronger than me.. i can seriously tell that ive lost some weight, walking with aunty... hik hik

hahah.. the first day we went to portsmoth, the last time i went there, i was with aunty laili and mak ngah.. the clothes now not sooo pretty as last time, and the price is alsooo bluekkk (100pounds for a top is sooo over the budget).. we didnt buy much... but the place is sooo cantik okies? its near the habour and you can see boats sailinggg..

the next day we went to oxford.. to bicester.. thats heaven ok? handbagssss.. oh goddd.. i wish i have all the money to buy all the bags for my mum.. takpe kayh ma? tunggu i kerja.. konon..cheh!!! we then went to punting.. lol.. i was screaming the whole way.. theres a swannn..inches away from me.. ready to attack.. lol

Me and aisyah junior in bicester.. both in pink...

me and aunty on the boat before the swan camee (^-^")

The day after, we didnt did much,I was with aunty to send the car back to Heathrow.. I wasss seriously clueless on how to use the GPRS.. i was like.. turn left aunty, eh turn right... ehhh.. luckily tak kene marah..hahahaha.. after that we took 50 mins train to go back to london.. we straight went to Hyde park to feed the duck.. i almost push the pram into the lake.. dah la ade purse everyone underneath it.. luckily kak amy sempat tahan.. hahahah..

cool nanny with her little princes.. :)

quack quack

2009-04-23T15:32:00.000-07:00

Its has been a month ago I didnt blog, theres too much things happen, and to write it in words is beyond everything... hehehhe

However, I will try my best to recap everything... due to the fact I will look back my blog in years to come and reflect on what made me happy, sad, excited, down during my years in oxford. Plus, this blog is specially dedicated to my dearest family yanggggg tak jemuu22 tgk muka ku nie yang makin lame makin kiut gitu~~~

So 3 weeks ago was our easter break, and oh boy... it was a nice break from class, submission and everything... Me and the girls played badminton and later did our aerobic session =)... Most of my time consist of me staying over at the girls house, since my housemates were too busyyy.. dgn girlfriend la, dgnnnn hormon tak stabil laaaa.... =(

One fine day,we went to the funfair and it was hillarious ok? We even rode the merry go round... (^_^")... how lame kan?? If dkt malaysia nie konpem kene kutuk...

This was the funniest ride, we were swinging side by side.. ader yang berpeluk dkt tiang, ader yang sampai tersembur2... horrorrrrr!!!!

I cant believe I still have my talent in shooting, altho I did not hit the bulls eye. I was soo close..

My closest friend, AINUL.. sayang kamu bangat!!!

Kami Dara Pingitannn!!!!!

It has been fun fun fun..plus now since my ~~pembantu rumah~~ aka my sister is long gone.. ive started to develop more interest in cooking (sbnarnye I have no other choice (^-^").. ive cooked asam pedas, singgang, masak lemak cili padi** senyum malu... In malaysia, masak sayur pun saya do not know how to do but eversince kat sini, kemain lagiii... My mum is one of the best cook ever and she told me that I will be one too.. hehehhe.. nampaknyeee tak lame lagiii, I bole kahwin.. hhehehhehee...

Its hard to find stingray in the Uk, so I just use salmon.. hahhaa..

Last Friday, the both guys and girls house had planned to go picniclah, punting laaa.. we even planned to play polis and three, anak ayam, galah panjang, three legged race and many more. But we were so unlucky that during that day, it started to rain... and it was soo cold ok?.. drpd nak berpicnic we decided to have tea at the girls place. Me and zarep brought nuggets and sausage and the girls cooked bihun yang sungguh setappp ok? We ended up playing charades, and i was the garpu group my team won ye!!!my pictures were so fugly soo tak perlu nakkkk upload disini ye?? It was suppose to be tea only, however some of them stayed till midnight and I had to cook roti jala and kari for my beloved uncle.. We finished cooking at 1 am :(

The next day, I got to spend time with my beloved pak ngah and aunty laili yang sungguh sporting. I took the bus on Saturday to Heathrow to meet up with my beloved cousin Tasha, whose from Cardiff. Usually it will only take less than an hour to heathrow, however that particular day it started to rain and the bus driver drove 40 km/per hour.. I was seating behind him and almost got kicked out from the bus since I bombarded him with soooo many questions. lucky me its against the law to kick me out!! heheh.. I arrive 2 and a half hours later.. I met my cousin faiz and his gf katie.. he drove us to renaissance were I met with my uncle...

whose the better pilot?? tasha or aisyah?? lol...

Earth Hour

2009-03-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

even klcc turn off the lights!! :)

While I was sleeping, I heard my phone went *beep beep* .. hmmm theres a msg.. so I got up and read it.. it was from my dear mum.. she told me that she and daddy had closed all the lights in order to show support to the Earth Hour.. I replied telling her to check on the doors since the so called penyangak would be active during this time... kan? kan??

so after that I woke up, showered and had my breakfast...

hours later,I decided to switch off the lights in my house at 8.30 pm, altho some of you might think its overrated.. I am still up for it.. Firstly, it is only for one hour and my housemates will all be in their room minding their own business so rather than keeping the lights in the hallway and landing on. I switch it off!!! I do believe that some people get all semangat in doing it for a day but try making it a habit by switching off the lights when not in use :)...

In the UK,
we are required to recycle all our boxes, glass, tins and paper. At first, I was complaining since in malaysia kiter buang sekali harung but since the global warming was a big issue I gave in and start to recycle. Here, usually you have to pay for your plastic bag when you want to buy something (books or clothes and etc) so for me i usually stuffed it in my big jumboooo bag as plastic are not easy to recycle and they are non-degradable product :). The bank here has also done their part by having a paperless statement to help environment by reducing numbers of trees being chopped down..

so to those tue.. try to recycle...its the new IN thing!!!

2009-03-26T17:38:00.000-07:00

A month ago, a friend of mine that I once had crush on add me on facebook.. I was soo happyy.. ok?? I known him for 2 years ady.. but we always stayed friends as both of us has our own "buah hati" kononla kan... so he asked my msn and ym.. and I gave him and he added me but hmmm... he is always offline.. soo i dont have high hopes la since my main priority is to finish my degree asap and go back to malaysia to be with my familia...

then,

today out of the blue, he came online and we chat... omgggggggggggg... i was sooo happy.. now my motivation when up up up.. hehehhe.. padahal baru sekali je chat dah happy semacam ok? (ma & ba dont get me wrong it is just a small crush) i am not angauing!!! hukhukhuk..

ish.... I need to get serious now.. I have two paper to submit and it will determine my degree...

Circus..

2009-03-26T16:32:00.000-07:00

Its not the britney circus la, its the REAL one :)

to be honest, I am not the person who loves to go to circus(altho I love going to disney on ice or fun fair or sewaktu dgnnya), but I remembered few years back when I went with my siblings to Royal London Circus.. and we sat at the ringside.. oh boy!! I was amazed..

Back then they have motorcycles in ring stunt.. cool dowh!!

They have gajah oso...

so when I heard that the Zippos Circus are coming to town, I had my mind set to go.. but that time it was ling2 who should have accompany me.but since shes miles away :( I have to find other ppl to go with. but as usual i have back ups.. Zharif!! I told him a week a go.. and he said yes ( i doubt he ever says no to anyone):P

so yesterday,

when I was lepaking at the girls house, I slipped about the circus thingy.. and to my suprise they wanted to join.. ingatkan they will think Im lame tapi eh? semua ikut pulak.. so after I reached home, I booked 6 ticket..

and

Today...

we went there..the tent was amazing and gigantic... although I was not that impressed by the performance but there was few scene that I was screaming and shouting sbb too excited... Zharif sampai nak pekak duduk sblah.. but who cares kan? pegi circus takkan nak diam?? blerghhhh...

it was sooo comel to see little pony running around.. although the animal activist in oxford are quite big (they were protesting infront of the tent, scarry tak?) however there were 400 audience who were there so i wasnt all that guilty..

the downside are i was expecting a tiger, elephant ke? tapi yang ader is horses, one little pony and little birds.. itu je.. but for only 5 pounds what more could i expect kan??

nampak tak pony kecik tue.. nampak tak???

ok this stunt made me screammmm so loud that my lungs are out of breath.. the girl is hang by her neck and spun around.. cooollllllio

the debab (look i have more than one chin).. and three comelll kakak..

(las parilas) they make me aw and ew....

Attention:

To dear anonymous,

I wonder whether your attention is really to help or otherwise.. If you are really sincerely wanted to help you should msg me at my email and not to post a comment. Just so you know, I know who you are.. Youre not all that anonymous after all :). Do note that I know whats happening :) Love or hate mail do send it to my email ayeshazmin01@yahoo.com..

Salam Perantauan~

2009-03-17T16:11:00.000-07:00

Today,

before submitting my sypnotic paper, I called malaysia. Its been days since I last talk to my mum, bukan tak sayang but everytime dgr suara I will end up gigit bantal sbb tahan sebak (Ratu Air Mata katakan :) ).. Its a routine, everytime nak submit paper or exam I will call home to talk to mama... Mintak berkat and her prayer.

The conversation today was a lil bit unusual.. funny as always. I was asking ma to doakan so that the lecturer lembut hati reading my assignment.. and guess what she replied

me: ma nanti doakan I tau, I will be submitting my paper nanti (dgn nada yang tahan sebak)
ma: mama selalu doakan anak2 ma
me: ma doakan I jumpe jodoh cepat ok?? (trying to make a joke so dua2 tak emosi)
ma: mmg ma doakan you cpt jumpe jodoh, jumpe suami mulut wangi, handsome, bukan mat rempit and the list goes on..
me: maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

I was laughing so harddd... The thing about me and my mum, we say things about ppl that if orang luar dgr they will be shocked.. Only the two of us yang paham the joke that we throw to other ppl... I miss you maaaaaa.... :(

Ayu...

2009-03-15T19:32:00.001-07:00

Yesterday,

I attend a ceremony to celebrate the birth of our dear prophet muhammad.. Firstly, I told everyone I DO not want to attend sbb merajuk with Mr. J but suddenly tuhan buka hati I, I went (^_^).. The girls and I decided to wear our baju kurung, ye laaaa.. mane lagi nakkk pakai if not for all this majlis.. I pun wear tudung to respect the ceremony, insya allah one day I will pakai terus.. So, dgn bangganye I nak pakai tudung ala2 waheeda yang telilit2 (along taught me how)... lilit punye lilit (with the help from najwa) jadilah macam waheeda punye.. I kept on checking the mirror thinking,"if mama tengok nie sure ma suke, daddy pun akan ckp comel"..

So, we went by cab to summertown where we have our meetings and stuff... me and ainul ditugaskan buat air and jage makanan.. so we sort out all the things and join them for the selawat.. sebak jugak dgr the ustaz bace doa.. teringat dkt parents dkt malaysia... :(

Emotional Wreck

2009-03-06T18:34:00.000-08:00

It has been a hectic week, I am mentally and physically exhausted...

I trusted 'YOU', never did I know you LIED to my face...

To %$#^&*&**@#,

I love you with all my heart I do, I never taught in my life that you would ever do this to me or to us!!! Youre the one person in this whole world whom I love and care about. what ever you want I always try to get it for you,making sure that you never feel alienated.I can gurantee your parents loves you.. maybe you are blinded by love but its just a phase I can promise you... No one will love you as much as your parents.. NOONE... although we're not that religious, I assume you are still big enough to differentiate what is wrong or right. What you did may be forgiven but never be forgotten!!

You seriously need to reflect back on yourself, dont blame other people if youre not happy and making a fool out of your life? Im speaking this from experience.... You witness what I did and I never been proud of it... Memang you can always say that ppl make mistakes.. yes they do, but what if they nvr change?? what if they caught up with their own world?? Ive seen alottt of my friends who is proud puffing ciggarettes,drugs and sex when they are in highschool but look at them now?? No future... I do not care about anyone else, but I do care about you... dont say I / your family doesnt love you because you , yourself know that deep down we do and all we want is whats the best for you

I am sad :( never in my life I could possible think that you could do this to me...

why???

pls remember, that doa ibubapa selalu dimakbulkan tuhan.. jangan kiter buat benda yang kite akan regret later.. whatever you do now, will always have the pembalasan one day.. maybe not to you but to your children.. fikirla masak2 before deciding to do anything else.

I really hope that this will open up your eyes and mind...

You dissapoint me..

This week is full of tears, resentment, angers and hatred.. Alhamdulillah I have my sister and family. To be honest, once upon a time, I hated my family, to me friends were always my main priority regardless on what ppl say. But now I realised that I love my family, alhamdulillah tuhan buka hati i. I am very close to my mum and dad, they even read my blog.. Being far away makes me realise that family is all I have.. sigh~

Ya Allah, jika ini adalah dugaan kau atas kami, permudahkanlah perjalanan kami. Kami redha dengan apa yang berlaku dan kami tahu setiap yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. -amin-

Kari Ayam & Kicap Cap Udang

2009-02-25T14:18:00.000-08:00

today, along, taufiq and zharif left me to go to batemen's house (50 langkah away) to attend Kelab Oxford Umno.. since taufiq and zharif are both the president and vice president of the club, they always ade this meeting la that meeting.. and lucky ling2 dpt ikut je..jumpe menteri nie la jumpe menteri tue laa... and me?? i was all by myself (with beruang kutub) sigh~~~ ling2 asked me if i want to go.. but i had tons of work to do so i decided to stay in.. So i turun bawah keluar kannnn ayam.. thinking what to cook?? tibe2 ader lightbulb muncul.. kari ayam i said to myself.. but this would be my first time as I never cooked kari ayam before.. so while i defrost the chicken.. I run up to my room and checked the recipe.. aiseh man.. tak susah.. buttttt i was abit confused mane bunga cengkih, bunga lawang, bunga pelaga.. so i google it?? so tau laaa nak identify which is which..**hi 5 smack.. I cooked rice (2 pot) and start cooking... while i was stirring my curry.. i heard someone came in... its obvious that the beruang kutub had smell my curry... if along ade, sure die ajak si polannn nie makan.. but i buat dekkkk je..

b.kutub: uishhhh sedapnye bauuu karii..

me: sedapkan.. tuelaaa nie baru nak try masak

b.kutub: ape resipi die?? (sambil menelan air liur)

me: err cmpk nie cmpk tue.. then jadilaaaa

b.kutub: kalau makan nie sureee kenyang gile kan

me: tak tahu sbb tak makan lagi..

b.kutub: aisyah nmpk kurus sikit laaa.. (eh, b. kutub nie nak perli ke nak ape nie??)

me: ok~~~

both of us just stood there staring at the curry, i was soooooo annoyed.. this polar bear nie.. ade this habit.. everytime me and all the housemate masak.. he will just stay in his room, tak offer nak tolong.. beli ayam, sayur, bawang jauh sekaliii... tapi along will always invite him.. and i will always get annoyed.. sbb he always says that takpe la, makan dulula, nak diet la..fineeeeeeeeeee... tapi, the next day sureeee tinggal kuah ajeeee... apakah toyol yang curi??? kadang2 pinggan je yang tinggal.. mmg i gerammm sangat dgn si beruang nieee...so today i decide tue buat dek.. lame jugakkk la the two of us in the kitchen... then, i pun geram and amik pinggan and senduk nasi.. I cooked 2 pot, and sbb tak nak bagi muka punye psl I senduk the whole periuk nasi to my plate... die buat muke penyuuuu.. but I DONT CARE... im not your friggin SERVANT ok??? kalau my sister bole laaa you nakkk buat macam tue... GEMOKKKKKK!!! and now i pulak yang rase macam Beruang Hutan sbb makan banyak sangat.. eeeeeeeeee... more reason to hate tht fat teddy bear...

Badminton marathon...

2009-02-22T17:47:00.000-08:00

me and the girls had been planning to book a court and play badminton.. (konon2 to reduce weight)

but we had 2 problem

Takde racket...
Theres 6 of us.. Takkan nak beli 2 and share???

So dgn beria we all went to city centre to buy badminton racket.. They went first, I was late sbb bangun lambat (^_^).. So misi mencari badminton racket bermula... We went to the world sports centre yang dah berzaman nak closing down tapi still megah berdiri sampai skrang.. The badminton racket was 5.99 pounds (2 rackets & 5 shuttlecock).It was a good buy. We bought each one.. so theres 6 racket in total.. After that, terus pegi court but it was fully book, If we still want to play we can play on wednesday night at 10pm?? 10 pm here bukan macam kat malaysia tauuu..its more like 2 am in the morning.. So we put a hold on that.. I told them that we can try and play infront of my house.. Although its quite windy, I told them that we could always try..

In the end,

Dapat jugak la kami berentap.. ala2 macam misbun sidek, hafiz hashim (female version)

kalau tak kurus jugakkkkkkk tak tau laaaa ~~~~

happy happy joy joy

2009-02-21T18:27:00.000-08:00

This semester is the most stressful semester ever, Im doing sypnotic paper which were actually design for PHD students... stress mmg stress but somehow I felt sooo happy.. maybe because..

its my baby's princess birthday...

Shes the one that will laugh at my jokes.. even if its not funny..

She will follow me wherever I go evens it means that she had to sleep in the car..

She will tell me im KURUS even if im not

She will always protect me even if shes my lil sister

I love you my dear lil sis,

I hope you all the best and may god bless you always,

make ma and ba proud...

smile always..

and dont complainnnn!!!

It is so heartbreaking knowing that im miles away frommm my 2 fave gremlins ever.. I miss you both

I watched 'bolt' (disney new cartoon) yesterday,alone... I was excited all through the movie know that my lil bro would love it ... knowing back in my mind that if I were in Malaysia, Ahboy aka lil bro would asked me to bring him to watchhhh it no matter rains or snow.. Most of the time, the whole family will join... finding nemo ke?? kungfu panda ke?? all of us will be next to each other watching it... I missed those momentos... ishhh nak nangis la pulak

Other than that,

My 'tok dad' has recovered and is back home resting.Daddy gave his blood to replace the blood that tok dad used..If i were there I would give my blood jugakk, if and only if the nurse can pengsankan me first..~~~.. Our prayers will always be with you.. Tok jangan sad2... echahhhhh balik rayaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ wohooo...

my one and only tok dadddddddd..

Other than that,

I planned for an all girls outing... It was 4 person at first than it became 10 of us..It was suprisingly amazing.. We thought theres going to be a lil drama ke?? but alhamdulillah everything went well.. we went for dinner, tgk wayang and went for ice cream.. Seriously I never felt this relax before... Ive realised never to judge a person before knowing themm...

ondeh ondeh

2009-02-15T15:49:00.000-08:00

I have been"mengidaMING" ondeh2 ever since I ate it during Raya Haji... so after getting all the ingredients (including pandan leaves okies?) I decided to make my own "aisyah Ondeh". So what I did was, I grind my pandan leaves first (^_^) it was a disaster so I trieddd to squeeze my brain juice out trying to remember how Mama make her "air pandan", nak tepon its 4am in the morning there... So I rebus the pandan leaves, 15 mins later it still doesnt change green, luckily taufiq bought me a green colouring... So with all my blo0d, sweat I menggentel the ondeh ondeh.. and it turn out to beeee...

Tomyammmm by me.. for abe taufiq yang sakit gigi

Ling2, menggoreng ayammm yang dah berzaman dalam peti beku

Ondeh2 Saya Punye

note to semua:

In reality, the ondeh2 is a disaster.. it is not cooked inside.. malu (^_^")

Ling2's Birthday

2009-02-08T14:36:00.000-08:00

Ive bought a cake for my sis, however the party had to postponed so many times that we decided to just do it among ourselves....

Custom Made Cake Just for my sis... jangan jeles ye tijahh!!!

so we cooked...

and we ate...

after makan + muka kenyang +baju tido

belum ape2 dah rembat semua piala...

Semua happy share piala...

and yes, taufiq tried to steal my trophy ape lagi.. nangis je!!!

kami mulakan acara untuk meniup lilin.. when suddenly taufiq wants to tukar baju (^_^)... the whole house then tukar baju... it was so funny because we were talking among ourselves while changing clothes (of course with the doors closed)... sorang sibukkk nak pakai bow la, nak ikat tiela.. kecoooohh satu rumah...

The complete 5...

Me with the guys.. :P

The guyssss....

Full house...

Birthday Girl (Sash pun custom made ye!!)

Adik beradik Bawangs

its snowing mannnnnnnnnnn!!!

2009-02-06T18:18:00.000-08:00

hi and salam to all....

it has been snowing in oxford... first2 mmg jakunesss yang terserlahhhh okies??? every morning on the way to class, I will say to myself.. "balik ajak ling2 main snow"... but every time i came home from class, dah tak larat dah.. and it annoys me that the snow is always muddy and my shoe is always wet which leads to wet stockings which will lead to smelly feet... and now class had to be cancelled due to snowww... hish.. not saying this because i love to go to class but the replacement class would be on times that you DO NOT want to be in class.. and small children in this town has this habit on throwing snow balls to random people especially ASIAN ppl.. emooo ok??

The road had been slippery as well.. very dangerous for me and ling2.. lagi2 if i tergolek sure macam nangka expired :P... ling2 had fallen down couple of times and bruise herself... so tmrw, we will be going to buy our boots.. and for me, my boots have to be comell with glitter2...

so, today me and ling2, went out to our back yard to play snow and build a snowman.. we dont want to wait till the snow melt baru nak beria main.. semua orang pegi taman main snow, kami bermain belakang rumah je.. hik hik hik.. the results.. snowman tak jadi :P and we played for 20 mins less je sbb too cold...

me konon nak build snowman :P

me and ling2 threw snowballs at each other..psycho!!!

ling2 sitting on the snowman yang tak jadi :(

ma and ling2 guling2 ala2 hindustani

Fringe :P

2009-02-03T14:48:00.000-08:00

hello and salam to all.....

in my 22 years of living, I had never had my haircut by someone other than a hairdresser... ok maybe time kecik2 dulu mama cut my hair but eversince that I never ok?? lagi2 fringe macam jepun... goshhhh nooo...

so todayyy,

I was talking to taufiq and zharif when suddenly I asked taufiq to cut my hair (I was kidding sbb I saw him cut his own hair).. I thought he would say no but he say ok.. Dah la before this ling2 wants to cut my hair and I said noooooooooooooooooooooooo... I will always say, "biar rosak, I takkan bg you pegang my hair"... konon laaa nak pegi salon...

so,

I gave simple instruction to taufiq, saying that you cut my fringe up to my cheekbones so if theres error bole cover... so as he snips my hair I could feel that its up to my eyebrow... ya allah rase macam nak pengsan pun ade... the only thing i cant have a fringe is because nanti nampak tembam kan.. but nak buat macam mane.. after that, I thought ok la.. so I asked him to trim the whole hair...

Me getting readyyy...

Hairdresser on his way up to chop chop...

ya allah, tgk dah macam pontianak dahh.. my fringe is so longggg!!!

look at my hand.. :( taknak lepaskan rambutt..

pendekkannnnnnnnnnn....

Ma: dont terperanjat ok??? hik hik..

Ceroc Dance

2009-01-31T14:08:00.000-08:00

While I was happily browsing through the internet, I came across that my uni is having Ceroc dance classes everyday monday night... Seriously, to show how kunoness I am I do not know what is a Ceroc dance (^_^)

So the quest begins as I type "ceroc" in youtube, to my suprise its so funnn ok? Its something like ballroom dance but wayyyy more fun... you slide, you fly...

Heres one

However theres pros and cons:

Pros
-no need to bring partner.. yayyyyy
-great music
-to burn all my calories yang makin hari membimbangkan...:(

cons
-what if my dance partner.. has B.O.???tak melalak i nanti
-if along my dance partner obviosly I want to be the girl and she has to be the man buttt she cant carry me.. dah la kurus nak angkat me "baby mok" nie.. patah tulang kang
-what if im like under the beginner level= 0 level.. how do i cope?? I was in dance class with ling2 last time, and oh boy the instructor always point at us.. not because we're doing it right but the other way round...

Mouthwash review

2009-01-30T18:52:00.001-08:00

This is so random but I have to share,

When I was in Malaysia, I normally use Listerine.. and for those yang pakai this, you know that youll get this stinging feeling kan??? sometimes I rinse my mouth so much that the freshness of the moth wash has dissolve.. and it is sooo irritating...

Now,

I have found the coolest, colourful, nice flavoured mouthwash... "DENTYL"

To use this: you have to shake it to activate the two phases (the blue and pink). Once its all bubbly you remove cap and pour half a cap. When you swish and gargle, the liquid will move around the mouth and attracting, lifting and absorb all the nasty stuff that cause bad breath and plaque. Evidence shown when you spit it out, youll see it :P

Mine is cherry flavour and it tastes GOOD... you should give it a try!!! why not kan?

Birthday Cakes

2009-01-30T17:29:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, as you KNOW along's birthday is coming, and as a GOOD and GORGEOUS sister of hers. I would throw her a birthday party and a birthday wouldnt be complete without the cake kan. I was thinking to buy her a cake ( one of a kind punye).. :P so what I did was, I search through the internet and seriously cakes nowadays are sooooo cool and cantekkkk.. impresive and expensive.. lol

This is soo meee, i dont think along will like these

Tarantulaaaa????

Gucci beg is sooo cute,but the priceee is somehow nk dekat to the gucci bag

This is my favourite but still i dont think along will like it

This is one is sooo cute, since ling2 like shoes i should buy this can??  What do you thinkkkk???

boobcakes??? anyone

I think this is cuteeeee for ling2

Animal bagggg?? rrrrrrr..

This one is simple and nice and cheaper too...

****What do you think???****

Counting Days to start Class

2009-01-27T19:12:00.000-08:00

4 days till my class start and I have already receive tons emails from module leader emphasising on coming to class 5 mins before and not a minute late.shishhhh give me a break la kan... On the other hand, I have receive my case study for my hons module.. its 42 pages long...

scarry dowhhh !!!!

everytime I open the link to my case study I will read one sentence and skip to what I do best...

**nothing expensive... it only require skills..

*** I bet mama will say, ma hantar you sane bukan nak belajar jual burgerrr.. hik hik hik

Present for myself

2009-01-26T15:45:00.000-08:00

I want to buy something unusual for myself and I do NOT want to buy any more clothes... dah takde ruang nor tempat untuk meletakkannya.

so,

I bought myself 2 books in which along paid for..

its

** I cant wait to get started with these, so atleast I will have a productive day ahead drp memberangan ajeeeee tiap2 hari and watch friends.. hehehehhe

Note to self: Start reading ASAP...

On the other hand,

I havent assemble my table that I bought a week ago

ok actually I tried to fix it konon la "girl power" but me and ling2 got so confuse that I just gave up.. wishing and hoping the other housemates will help kan? but everyone seems to be very busy...

for that,

Ive promised myself that I will try and fix it myself, so I talk to my financial manager aka ling ling to buy me a tool box.. so that I can be a handy girl and start using a proper screwdriver and NOT scissor.. and obviously she said noooooo... lagi2 i mintak the girly pink one.. lagilah tak dilayan kan!?!?

so, i browse the internet.. and i found this adorable cordless screwdriver and uberly cheap.. and now eventhough i dont have a pink toolbox... I still have my very first tool.. hehehehheh

If after this I still cant assemble the table I should just shoot myself with it... :#

2009-01-25T17:50:00.000-08:00

After 17th December (my last paper) I have this thought that im going to fail a paper or two...

so today,

the results came out anddddddddddd I passed.. hehehhe.. guling2 *ala ala hindustani

the first person i called was ma and ba... and seriously i can sense that ma and ba is so so so proud with me.. :)

ling2 is bringing me out to go makan tmrw to celebrate.. ** yayyyyy

---Final Year Here I Come---

Wishlistttt...

2009-01-23T16:46:00.000-08:00

Ever since i moved in with my darling sister, I have to control my spending ** shishhh...

Everytime I touch something in the shop she will give me this glareeee... The exact quote from her is "do you really need it?"...

errr, obviously noooooooo but...

and sooo now i really starting to reduce my spending, the result is ive stop swipping my card and that i still have 3 digit in my account.. you see..

so my new hobby is browsing through the internet and yesss.. i want alll...

I really2 want this bag... I need a genie in a bottle.. **like thts gonna happen :<

I havent decided where to wear this butttt.. nak jugak!!

I can see myself look like rihanna ** perasan momentos

Jumpsuittttt... whats not to like kan??

I was thinking to wear a bright tops underneath.. mesti comel kan?

My Faveeee.. nak.. nak.. n still nak

Simple but soooo comelness kan?

*** note to selfff= I will kumpul my own money to buy all of this.. but of coz with the help from daddy....

Family get together

2009-01-23T16:19:00.000-08:00

Nino asked me to colour her hair..

We played monopolyy.. im the only one who looked excited

me and fad arm wrestling.. i WON

I was busy to update my blog lately, this is mainly because Maklong and nino kuno benino came here *** hi-5 smack.... They were in Cardiff and we went there for couple of days celebrate New Year

then Maklong rent a house in Oxford (its walking distance from my house ) for 10 days..

Its was nice having family here... we were playing Monopoly, Life, Charade, Cards and many more....

We took loads of picture buttt its with nino/maklong/somebody elses camera... I will try to take it from them later hehehe

However,

It was maklong's birthday.. so me and ling2 decided to cook nasi ayam for her and have balloons, party poppers and even tiaras.. nino was suppose to bake the cake but it end up that maklong bake her own cake:P

Maklong and nino are gone now... i mishh themmm ~~~

Begedilll...

2009-01-23T16:10:00.001-08:00

begedil is one of my fave food.. i never tried to make it when i was in Malaysia **shish.. but i was kempunaninggggg.. soooo i smsed my mum and tried to make begedill..

and yes i went and bought 2kgs of potatoes with ling ling and start making my begedil..

I fried 5 of them and yessssss... its was tastelesss.. i think mainly because theres no bawang goreng and daun saderi.. so i squish the begedil together and put them in a fridge thinking to make soto ayam the next day...

and the results is still ok ok... not even close to mama's begedillll... *** emoo momentos

Happy Belated Birthday M.A.A.M

2009-01-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

To my dearest friend,

Its not that i have forgotten your birthday, I knew when it was 7th January.. Since I was in Cardiff *last year* I have been counting days to suprise you with something, whenever I want to start writing I would ended up clueless.... Just so you know there is sooo many things I want to write to you but I do not know where to start... I do not want to stir things up if you are now in a relationship as I only care for you as a friend, only a friend.

I have promised you I would celebrate your birthday, and yes I would when I come back okay? if and only if you want to talk to me...

Seriously, knowing you I have learned a lot about myself and things that I need to change to become a better person. I would want to thanked you from the bottom of my heart for everything and anything.

***YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE***

Room to Let

2009-01-09T13:08:00.000-08:00

This is my room.. chomel kan... small and compact, the opposite of me

My kitchennnnnn where all the drama happens

The living room on the first floor

My beloved bath tub but theres always shit and pee everywhere... sniffles~~

I have officially moved out from my old house to my new house with my dearest ling ling. It has been a week and theres still no one interested in the house... sigh~~~

I loveee my old house and my old room so so so much.. so convenient and soooo big... but for me being with ling2 is sooo much better and the house mates are wayyyy cooler than mine...

To that special someone out there,

The house is complete with everything and anything. The bus stop is only a few steps away and it is very convenient to all the shops in headington. The only thing you have to handle is the crazy, psycho housemate. but I promise you, you can errrrr handle it....

Pencuri Crunchy Nut....

2009-01-06T18:00:00.000-08:00

Today i am so angry at the so called the pencuri crunchy nut...

it is not his first time ok???

The first time he just left an empty box in the cupboard... how would you feel if your housemate's guest eat all your crunchy nut... dahlah takde kene megena dgn i... eeeeeeeeeeeeeee

All the housemates said that its my hormone... helllooooooooooooooooooo.... I know la you guys are GUYS kan.. but stillllllllllllll....

so just now me and zhariff were eating burger and all the sudden he took out my supersize crunchy nut and just pour it in a bowl...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

then,

he put his bowl and half eaten ice cream in the sink.. he said he will deal with it tmrw...

omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg...

tmrw im going to put my crunchy nut in my bedr0om***evil grin

Happy New Year

2009-01-04T05:10:00.000-08:00

To my beloved ma,ba, nip,piz, jah and ah-boy + everyone else

Happy New Year<3

Me and along has been away in Cardiff so tak sempat nak mengupdate kan diri... heuheuheuhe

before that,

Its your bday kan maaaa... me and along bertungkus lumus to siapkan a video for you.. its soooo funny.. ma tgkla tetamu kat bday partayyy ma... hehehe..

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=mPTy-W5Klog <---- click here

Happy Lovely Birthday Ma,

We hope all your dreams will come true and Ma akan sentiasa happy disamping daddy + gremlins yang lain. Kami ingin memohon maaf dr hujung UK ke hujung Malaysia if we ever hurt ur feelings or made you sad. We thanked you for all the love and the support you gave us. Without you we can never make it this far. We will always pray for your happiness (murah rezeki and panjang umur)

p/s: the present will be on its way sooonish

peluk cium drpd,
adik beradik the bawangs

Stress mode

2008-12-27T15:10:00.000-08:00

To this person who's mobile number ends with 1028 pls pls pls call me.. I need to talk to you!!! sniffles...

Secret Santa

2008-12-25T18:23:00.000-08:00

24th December,

The housemates (me, ling2, zharif and taufiq) decide to have our party dinner, it would be easier since everyone wants to rest on christmas day to prepare ourselves for the "boxing day"...

Our house currently is full of guest,the invited one and the ones yang muka tebal and tak malu (^_^)....

I am really amazed with what the guys can offer... They cook like professional chefs okies? We had rendang daging, kari telur, and ayam masak paprik... The girls brought cabonara... Alhamdulillah the food is enough..

We changed our presents after dinner.. I got a high school musical cup and a cute keychain from my santa.. Ling2 receive a box of chocolate.. Evryone wants to guest who gave who.. but i want to keep mine as a secret.. dont want to stir things up.. hmmmm~~~

At last we played cho tai ti, 21 and bluff till 4 am.. Then i went straight to bed...

I am seriously bless to have the two abang's by my side...

The day I coloured my hair.....<3

2008-12-23T18:13:00.000-08:00

21st December,
i decided to colour my roots yang dah oh so obvious, this is the consequences for me to colour my hair terang bederang... ive been wanting to go to this salon, ive been walking infront of the salon 1862381 times before i go to class, besttt:) I made my appoinment the day before, so i went there at 2pm and had my hair done... so before that i will post my pictures before, during and after..

BEFORE

This is the longest i had ok? rosakkkk :(

DURING

My hairstylist name is Clare, and i told her to trim my hair since dah berbulan tak potong.. i thought shes gonna cut 2 inch of my hair but she keeps cutting bit by bit... she told me my hair is beautiful.. oh god?? buta kot!!!

AFTER
jeng jeng jeng

now, i have fringe, and my hair is darker now!!!
Shinning ****

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that very night, the housemates came back from london with a cake... to celebrate zharif's birthday... :P

Birthday Boy

Families in Oxford

This picture was taken when we watch this movie pan labyrinth

2008-12-22T09:22:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i am thankful that my exams are over.. dah la im the only one in the house having exams.. final year here i comeeeeeeeeeee...

We were asked to moved out from our house by the homies(temporarily) as the landlord will be inspecting the house... 4 days to be exact. We stayed at our house in the morning, and night time we walked back to my place... We had guest at our house, coming in and out... only god knows how i felt (^_^)

few days back...
Me, taufiq and my sis went to the city to buy present for our secret santa.. it has to be 5 pounds pressie.. and its not easy ok? I have to buy a gift for this particular person which i respect and sayang la jugak sooo it was fun jugak.. we search high and low for the perfect gift and now i have 2 gifts for him.. tak sabar for christmas to exchange present. We bought board games as well, me and ling2 bought "life" and taufiq bought "risk" and "guess who".. We played life.. and yes it reveals the real "YOU" muahahhaa.. its entertaining to see those who are much older than us becoming sore losers.. kalah adik i..

The next day,

We woke up and got ready, the guys came and pick us up. We went to watch movie "twilight" with the rest of the gang. we were 15 mins late.it was nice, i likeee it so much but not everyone thinks that way.someone come out with a statement saying that the movies are overrated..tolonglaaa.. if you do not like it do NOT blame other ppl okies?..

we had a nice dinner at this new place.. my lasagna's stinks ok.. i guess goat cheese have this bau of a wet carpet... the camera's batt is low AGAIN so we took 3 pic in total

yesterday,

we went to carboot, and we were late, so all the good stuff is all gone.. so we decide to play bowling, it was me, taufiq, zharif and ling2 against each other.. ling2 bounce the bowling ball down the alley... funnyyyyyyy... heheheheh.. then, me and taufiq played the dancing game.. and to my suprise he was good and i wasnt..lol..after that we went to cowley centre.. to buy boxes and wrapping papers for our secret santa.. then, we realised that we havent bought anything for zharif ( it is his birthday the next day).. so me, ling2, and taufiq ditched zharif and went to find him gifts.. and that was NOT easy.. me and ling2 were already cranky as taufiq were looking at stuff that he wants for himself, susahhhh to go shopping with guys.. we finally got him a shirt and socks..

so later, i told them that i want to eat piri2 chicken at kebab kid.. i told taufiq that I WANT!! I WANT.. so he said okay!! haha.. we waited for the bus.. and witness a double decker bus broke down infront of us.. scarryy!!! we got on the wrong bus, and got onto the right one.. we were singing all the way because it was getting really cold that night.. after makan the oh so delicious chicken.. taufiq said that we should get him a cake, so he said that we should go to this place which is walking distance.. hahah.. so NOT.. it was far ok??? we bought 5 slices of cake and went back..

we wrapped the present.. and suprised him.. hahah.. eventho its not his birthday YET..

The complete housemates.. except for the guy wearing glasses.. :P

Tag that i owe my cousin....

2008-12-22T08:47:00.000-08:00

to kak emi, so sorry for the late reply... heheh.. i was busy with my finals and evrything..

ok.

first is the picture of the bag that i am currently using,

tadaaaa

siap ada the lock of love lagiii (^-^) this bag was bought in malaysia with my lil princess tija.. it was a last minute choice.. muahahahha

next,

the content of my bag... i usually have my notes and files as well but now dah holiday kan sooo theres less stuff in this humongous bag...

1) the first pic is my make up bag.. it contains all my make up from benefits, lancome, mac, estee lauder dan sebagainye..

2) pic is my magazine, ipod andmy purse...

3) my make up...

heheheheheh.. :P

Raya Aidiladha anyone??? -updated-

2008-12-08T12:47:00.000-08:00

The Bawangs Sister!!!

Yes, today me, ling2 and the housemates (zharif, ahan and bob) went to windsor college to celebrate raya. and boy!!! it was fun, fun, fun... everyone is super friendly ok? it makes it so much easier to make friends..the food is superb as well.. reminds me so much of mama's cooking.. we start of the ceremony by sembahyang raya, sesi bergambar (as usual (^-^)), makan2... :P

My Extended Familia...

After makan, kak mira.. asked us to go down to take picture by the lake.. mind you.. it was cold plus windyy...and we had only our baju kurung on.. soooojukkkk!!!!

From left: kak malina, kak nabila, kak mira, ling2, me :P

At this very moment, everyone is praying.. so we thought no one saw us asyik berposing.. but we realised..
they were watching us from the window.. malu ok??

So we went under the building to take pic.. hahah.. tak puas bergambar!!! We were actually standing on a sampan..

This kakak is the one taking all this beautiful pic... :P

After all the camGEDIK session, we went inside.. and I FOUND MY LOVER BOY ok??? ohhh.. drools~ his name is IMRAN.. and he was in my arms most of time..

This is my new lover boy -Imran-

After everything finished, we helped to clean the place.. then, we went back with abng rosli!!!

As, we reached the house, I was so tired ok.. the kain baju kebaya was already at the maximum stretch..lol.. We had invitation to go the fiti's house, we thought of going at night but since raya kan.. so after we spoke to mama.. off we went to batemen's house..
The food that lagi la fabulous, ade rendang, lodeh, kuih ondeh2.. terrerkan.. they are able to make all this using only UK products.. sungguh cool!!!

and yes, the photo session starts as everyone finishes eating.. this time it was zharif who took the photos..

My Beloved Abangs.. Zharif and Taufiq..

Gardiner Girls & Batemen Babes.. :P

I have more pics but nowwwwww... I need to focus dulu on my assignment!!

Ma, Daddy and the rest of the gremlins.. this is for you guys..I hope you guys had a wonderful raya too!!! ~~I need to focus on my assignment now, will add the photos later~~ ... love you till the moon.. mwaks

on the other note, I have my boyfriendssssss...

2008-11-30T14:34:00.000-08:00

Wherever I go or Whatever I do.. I know you guys always be there..no doubt kan

when i said boyfriends.. I meant Faisal and Hadi..and yes they are 1) a Boy for sure 2) my friend..my close friend ;p

since when we were from Nilai theyve been the bestest friend ever, if i called them pagi2 buta sbb nak makan nasi lemak.. they will pick me up from my block and drive me there,I will always be the mengada one asking them to drive me here there or even use their car but they never complain (blakang2 tak tau).. I have always been the only girl back then, now cheh semua dah ader gf!!! but still i heart them to the fullest... Theyve been with me through ups and downnnnnnnnn... Theyve seen me in my PMS mood and yet they are still my friend.....:P I went to every rudin game possible.. shout my lungs outttttttttt to support them.. Hadi will always be my soft spot..

I was chatting with pesal today, and he touched my heart.. awww.. sayang awak laaaa

ayeshazmin01: sape cheerleader korang skrang

tuomas87: xde

tuomas87: tp pasni ade r kot

ayeshazmin01: sape??

tuomas87: pastu pesal br je knl sorang

tuomas87: pasni die leh r tgk bola gk

tuomas87: hahaha

tuomas87: so

tuomas87: de r cheerleader blk

ayeshazmin01: tapikan..

ayeshazmin: rtakde sape bole ganti kan aisyah kan.. PENYOKONG UTAMA KORANG!!!

ayeshazmin01: KAN

tuomas87: yup

tuomas87: tu betul la

tuomas87: smpi bile2 pn

tuomas87: xleh deny

tuomas87: haha

ayeshazmin01: awwww

ayeshazmin01: aisyah tahu

Poco Poco in Gardiner Street

2008-11-29T15:06:00.000-08:00

After dinner, I came up with a plan.. to have poco2 dance for zharif's birthday... hahaha.. we practiced in the kitchen... altho sempit we make use of the place.. only me, ling2 and zharif were dancing while taufiq videoed us dancing.. MA, THIS IS FOR YOU!!! MWAKS *** this is only tonight kayh ma!! not our daily routine... and yes i will kuruskan my badannnnnn... and ma jgn ask me why zharif tutup muka macam tue.. i pun tak tauuu.. huhuhuhu.. love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Meon Oh Meon!!!!

2008-11-29T11:40:00.000-08:00

To my dearest friend,

You told me once that you do NOT care about what other people think of you as long as Im your friend.. what happen to that??? after all the phone calls from them you decided to ignore me.. macam tue aje??? yes you told me that "byk cerita2 yg bukan2 n tak baik keluar pasai saya ni sebab bkawan ngan aisya"... fine.. but who are they to decide who you can befriend with??? what did we do?? nothing kan? so why should you feel the way you do.. how about my feelings??? atleast you should talk to me first.. I thought we were good friends.. but I guess I was wrong.. but somehow kan.. aisyah rase its not about them.. its about YOU.. you want us not to be friends anymore...

you dissapoint me Azree...

thanks eh ;P

Stresssssss

2008-11-25T17:53:00.000-08:00

Today is the day that

1) I missed the bus by 2 sec
2) I was late for class.. 30 mins late.. this is due me not knowing how to unlock the house door (^-^)
3) I hated the weather more than ever
4) I realised I need to start studying and stop PROCRASTINATING.. exam in 2 weeks
5) I missed homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... sangat2

its 2 am now, doing my MOE and everyone is peacefully asleep.

"I need my laughing gas (jah & ahboy)"

(Jom celup2 kaki lagi :P)

**** rindu you awak berdua bagaikan pokok rindu matahari...

BEHAVEEEEEEE ye sayangness kuh.. dont stresskan ma and daddy1!!

Switz Pics...

2008-11-24T15:44:00.000-08:00

To My Beloved Phat Fam ( Ma, Ba, Nip, Piz, Jah, Ahboy and chae)

This is the latest pic of us the bawang's.....

Bawang jeruk is reading the map, trying to figure out how to go to the zoo..
Baby Mok

Market in Zurich

Sisterly Inlove..

Ma n Daddy, this is not lombong ok... ader seagull kat blakang tue!!! :P

Ma, I know you like my hat kan?? kan?? so gorjes!!!

Reading Sign...

Bawang Goreng in action!!1

Baby Moks in front of tramp...

Ling2!!!!

Guten Tag aka Hello, Good day!!! :)

2008-11-23T12:06:00.000-08:00

Left oxford at 2 am to Heathrow via bus, it took us half the time to reach there (20 mins).. Our flight tix showed tht we should check in terminal one, and we went there.. Terminal 1 looked soooo dead.. Information counter pun close, theres only construction workers... We walked everwhere at the terminal to ask someone, but theres no one ok?? (^-^) Finally we went to the money changer counter to change money and the lady asked us to go to terminal 2.. pulak dah.. dah la jauhhhhh.... so we walked there.. and alhamdulillah its the right terminal...

after the check in we start the sesi bergambar utk family di malaysia... :/

This is for you Ma and Ba,

Bak kater ma, along aka bawang goreng

Bawang Jeruk...lol (**note to daddy: see I pakai my boots)

We had hot chocolate and tuna melt to alas perut.... 20 mins later we masuk plane... The flight there was scary.. macam nak pegi perang pun ade..lol...

It took us 2 hours to reached Zurich, we took our bags and went straight to check in for our next flight to Dusseldorf, takut terlepas flight since our transit was only for 2 hours. Then, as we landed we walked out from the airport.the hardest part was the language barrier and everything there is in german, the word tht i learned in german was ausgang which means exit and flughafen which means airport.the communication was tough as well as their pronunciation is really weird, eventho theyre speaking english to us, it sounded sooo weird.... funny thing was.. the taxi are all mercedes ok? semua.... We took a cab and went straight to the hotel (air hotel: wartburg), the taxi driver told us that the fare was "ziven swenty".. we were like what??? bahasa kuno atau kami pekak.. but rupa2nye its 7.20 euros.. hmm.. later we check in and rest sekejap...

This is the chocolate yang sungguh sedap dan lazat ok??? we bought few packets for us and the housemates.. yum yum.. and among other things I bought this plate.. Germany!!!!! :P

20 mins later,

We got ready and took the cab to go to the exhibition... The thing was, we asked the receptionist how far is the town, so that we can straight go there after the exhibition. She told us tht we shouldnt go today since the weather is quite bad and theres a storm coming??? hellooo??? storm!?!? scaryyyyyy... and she said we should be careful of trees...

Ma, Ba, Jah & Ah-boy.. tell me..

"who is the fairest of them all?":P

Gadis Loughborough

atau

Gadis Oxford

As we sampai the exhibition, we bought the tix and went in....Ya allah, the place is sooooo enormous, it was also packed and sooo soo hectic... 3 ikan paus confirm bole berenang2... We went around looking for the right booth to ask regarding the xray machines.. penat ok.. pusing2... The Germans are very serious, susah nak tgk dieorang senyum.. hmmmm... Oh, if you might ask the exhibition is all about the medical equipments. We met daddy's old friend way back from 1994, he knows ling2... :) after all that years...hahahah

Meet "Uncle" Gary and Jose from Quantum...

We later headed to the nearest restaurant to makan...

This is what we had...

This is along's: Mushroom Pasta...

This is mine: Smoked Salmon...Hmmm.. kembang tekak makan nie..:(

Makan Time faces--->

After all the walking, asking, learning and everything, we walked out and we were told that the exhibition tix can be used for the tramps to go to town.. hmmm ape lagi?!?! kami trus menuju ke pekan laaaaa..To heinrich heine allee-. and the city, masha allah... its sooo sooo nice ok??? dgn lampu klip2, dgn decoration die... The night market was fabulous..

*** At this moment, our camera's battery was low.. 2 mins later it went dead.. :( we used along's camera phone to snap our moment.. sedih kan?

We went to Mc donald to have our dinner... and walked back to the tramp station.. On the way back we were confused on which stop we should get out.. alhamdulillah at last sampai jugak, we took a cab and went straight to the hotel.. and trus tidooooooo... ***: we got this feeling that the hotel is haunted... serious :/

5 hours later,

we got ready, had our breakfast and go straight to airport for our next flight to Zurich...this time our transit is for 8 hours.. woot woot...

thats our plane, behind meee...

Most of the pics of us in switz will be uploaded soon as the camera is not with meeee :(

This is Zurich, the train there is double storey... kejakuness from the both of us.. hahahahah..

I was having a bad flu when I was in Zurich, so we went to the pharmacy to get flu tablets, but I was advised to buy the nasal spray!!! and yes I bought it.. instant relief...

(my spray, ketawalahhh... it give me instant relief.. i should be laughing at you)

Other than that, I bought postcards and chocolates as thats the cheapest thing I could get my hands on.. The key ring is soooooo soooo expensive..

To my gremlins, Jah and ah-boy.. this is for you okies..

I do NOT know what it meant, but I will make one up..

For my lil ah-boy,

You will always be my little kambing on the rainbow.... lol

For my lil sis,

You will always be my crime partner.. my ducky :P dlm pepatah melayu.. seiring sejalan bagaikan itik dan adik2nya.. lol

This is all i can write from now, alhamdulillah everything went well.. we had a great adventure.. thanks to daddy for funding us..

Schönen Tag noch!

2008-11-22T15:04:00.000-08:00

Germany (Dusseldorf) & Switzerland (Zurich) was sooooo much fun.. woot woot

Its was ahh, ooo, woowww, eeeee, uuuuu, all the way... :P

Theres so much to write and I want to share all my experience

but.....

Im sooooooooooo tired right now... and I want to snooze bak kater pesal nak "superbabi"(^_^)

* promise to update tmrw. if and only if i do NOT sleep the whole day :)

**** Heres a few pic****

Me & Ling2 (aka my big sis)at exhibition in dussledorf

Infront of the market in Heinrich-Heine-Allee

This is how I looked right now... so I better tido before I turn into a zombie kan??

and I smile...

2008-11-18T19:07:00.000-08:00

I finally completed the report... woohooo....

after all the emo-ing, crying, procrastinating

I finally get my head straight and did my work..

Im impress with myself..

now i can sleeepppppp peacefully :)

*** note to self: always believe in yourself ok???

Everywhere I go

2008-11-18T14:47:00.000-08:00

It's funny how you think you really know yourself

Like you would never lose yourself to someone else

And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me

Silly silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said

But I was always giving in to promises

I never should have gone for I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to be over I so want this to be through

In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go

No matter what I do boy

I just can't get you out of my head

So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)

To come and tell me(That I was never the one)

Like you said I was(You could have told someone)

You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt

I could have put my feelings into someone else

But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be

Silly silly me

But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist

Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is

I never should have stood for itI

know you're no good for me

And that's the way it is

And I want it to be over

I so want it to be through

In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go

No matter what I do boy

I just can't get you out of my head

So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)

To come and tell me(That I was never the one)

Like you said I was(You could have told someone)

You knew you didn't love me anymore

I tell myself

Get over you

It's over right

Right thing to do

And just when I thought I was done

You pull me in for another run

I can't take this I won't take thisI can't do thisI Won't do it

Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go

No matter what I do boyI

just can't get you out of my head

So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)

To come and tell me(That I was never the one)

Like you said I was(You could have told someone)

You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go

No matter what I do boy

I just can't get you out of my head

So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)

To come and tell me(That I was never the one)

Like you said I was(You could have told someone)

You knew you didn't love me anymore

2008-11-18T10:43:00.000-08:00

diana: kak aisyah kenape sedih nie??

ayeshazmin: takde pape laaa... upset sket sbb kaklong takde (* which is half true)

diana: ok, diana buat kak aisyah senyum nak?

ayeshazmin: hahaha... ok ok..

diana: nah nie...

and yes, she did turn my frown upside down!!!!

* weird shes only 11 and she knows how to make me smile...

long lost friend

2008-11-18T09:17:00.001-08:00

my fruit heart

19th september 2007

ala cyunk, im ere always 4 u kayh? Td im driving, sowie kayh? i syg u sngt2. im trying my best 2 spent time wif u. hpe you know it..

I was browsing through my phone and I came across this sms, it was sent to me by my dearie friend a year ago... hmmm i was so depress that i cried!!!!! why la i simpan all this smses... buat sakit hati!!!

Dear friend,

If you ever read this I want you to know that it was never my intention to hurt your feelings nor to break your heart... I still care for you, and I hope after all this I can be still be your friend.. I want to forgive and forget, however I would cherish all the moment we once had together.. I know you will always try to avoid talking to me or befriending with me, but I will always be there whenever you need me ok? take care

There a hole in my heart

2008-11-17T16:57:00.000-08:00

Its been 13 hours since my sister left me to go to Nottingham.. Im all aloneeeeeeee... I missed her, having her with me in Oxford is so comfortingggg... altho my room is soo sempit for us to even move, I still love herrr...

Ling2,

saya sudah rindu kamu.. balik cepat ye..pfft.. tgh berseronok sakan la tue!??!?!

comel ke long!!?!??! hahahhaha

blood is definitely thicker than water

2008-11-14T15:03:00.000-08:00

The morning after mama called me at 8 something, to check on ling2...

so after she hang up, the very first thing she had to say is

"I lapar la"
annoying kannnn???

I dahla have class... tapi sbbkan sayang, hamba turutkan (^_^")

I was like a dead veggie, I wanted to skip class but I have 2 weeks till final soooo I had to go... I told ling2 that I need to bring her out after class regardless jetlag ke?? demam ke?? so she can have fresh airrrr......... and I was lucky my class was only for 1 hour :) went to boots to buy ubat batuk for both of us and went straight home....

We went to city centre, and as we walked to primark I can hear ling2 saying" i need to restraint myself from buying anything" so i turned to look at her and shes already making a detour to the clothes rack... hmmmmmmmm... temptation kan?!?!? hehehhe..

we bought few stuff and walked to shakeaway (they sell the best milkshake in the world??)

I had twix milkshake and ling2 had oreo milkshake.. and its like a ritual to take pics in the shop ok?lol

I miss you cik yah...

2008-11-14T14:28:00.000-08:00

After that phone call, I was devastated ( nik was always there when arwah tok is in the hospital, he was there for the tahlil for 3 days straight and I feel so helpless not being there to support him) to make things worst I have a presentation, fetch my sister from Heathrow and I was having a bad flu.. Only god knows how I felt :(, every time i shut my eyes I could only hear her voice... I miss her..

I guess all I have to say is that every step of the way, Allah has made it easy.. Alhamdulillah

I made it through the presentation and I was in time to fetch my sister.. it was a crazy ride i tell you...

but it was definitely worth it when I saw my sister, altho its only been 2 months, I missed her.. itula if depan mata, gadooo aje but if lame tak jumpe.. rindu+ sayang!!!!

I made the poster the morning itself, I have balloons all over in my room.... just for you long!!!
it was suppose to have something like "my beautiful sister ling ling" underneath but hellloooo takde mase... :P

In the bus, we slept through out ok? we didnt even sit next to each other takut jangkit.. but now both of us dah demam... sharing is caring kan?? i dont mind giving you my virus... mwaks..

The moment we reached home, ling2 sorted her stuff.. luckily she brought the stuff I asked her too... :)

Chae gave her this lil creature,?
sungguh comel chaeeeeeee.. tapikannnnnnn knp die ade 4 telinga.. and apakah name haiwan ini??? aisyah nak satu??

I got this from tija's boyfy... hahahah.. I main2 je mintak.. rupa2nye beli jugak lembu for me.. thanks boboyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... i like my fatty cow.. shes a princess now!!!!
she also brought me 3 packets of kerepek pisang.... happy ok??? sungguh sedapppppppp...

Al-Fatihah

2008-11-13T16:43:00.000-08:00

1
"Sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada allahyarhamah Nik Razakiyah yang telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada 12 November. Sesungguhnya segala ini adalah dugaan dan cabaran dari-Nya; memisahkan di antara ahli-Nya yang mungkar dan yang taqwa."

I can hardly sleep, after that phone call all I can hear is her voice. I believe that the main purpose of us been created to this world is to prove ourself that we are worthy for God's heaven, and to live our temporary lives to the fullest before redemption. Although it breaks my heart to million pieces when she left all of us I know that those taken 'earlier' should simply means God loves them so much that He took them away from this cruel world and for them to enter heaven as pure souls.

Nevertheless, life is equally valuable. We learn to live and let go through wisdoms of life, as much as it hurts I hope that Nik and family will be strong during this tough times. For the time being; I solemnly believe that Cik Yah is in a new serene place, far better than where we are now. Salam takziah.

“Innalillah wa-inna ilaihi raji’un - Truly to Allah we belong, and truly to Him shall we return”

--

2008-11-11T13:59:00.000-08:00

Today i received an sms saying that the person I love the most had cancer stage 4 at her stomach, she couldnt under go the operation due to high blood pressure..

I thought that shes recovering well and that she can talk and eat...

hmmmmm....

Its like yesterday I hugged her...

CikYah,

Aisyah rindu cik yah sangat2, and aisyah tahu walaupun aisyah jauhhhh dr cikyah tapi aisyah tak pernah lupa doakan cik yah cepat sembuh. Cik yah sabar ok? Aisyah janji nanti aisyah balik kiter makan steamboat yang cik yah suka ok? :(

10th November, 2008

2008-11-11T13:12:00.000-08:00

Ruffie went back that day, so it was just me and tash..

we decided to stay in tilll 6 something.. we got ready and went to town to meet up with Arif...

initial plan was to go to noodle bar but it was damn packed so we went to pizza hut, but i was craving for chicken burger so we went to branos first (mind you that this place has no chairs or tables whatsoever, you had to seat on the benches near the stall)

(I ate everything within minutes ok? tak minum air)

so after that,

the four of us walked to pizza hut,

(I guess me and tash annoyed them, hahahahah)

( I was trying to persuade them to watch HSM 3 with me, but 3 against one.. so we watch SAW 4 instead)

**** I do not know how they made me watch that movie, I covered my face most of the time and seriously I almostttttttttttttttttttttt pee while watching it.

15 mins after the movie,

we went to teman Arif to shisha,

Its nice to have familyyyy, we were destressing ourselves that day...

Notts What??

2008-11-09T03:43:00.000-08:00

I decided to go for the Notts Game, its my first time so I had my friend Ruffie to come to Oxford n to teman me to go to Nottingham. We went and catch a movie beforehand, it was Ghosttown and mind you ruffie is the worst partner to bring into movie theatre... damn annoying he was laughing so hard that he rocked the chair for the whole row...(note to self: learn your lesson aisyah, pls pls pls jgn pegi tengok wayang dgn die)

After the movie, we went straight home. balik trus tido.. we woke up at 5 am to catch the train..

( and yes he did not take any picture of me :( )

The trip was damn tiringgg... i was keeping myself awake by playing ruffie's psp.. if ader game masak2 ke? game tetris ke? ok jugak but i played metal slug??? wth!!! (^_^)we reached nottingham and took a cab to the uni...

this is what happens when i meet my cousin tasha and arain, its been months since I saw them...

I did not really watch anything, I was just randomly walking everywhere and support whatever team that I think is winning.. lol

I met my 2 most fave person in the UK

which is

(Kak Afzan & Abng Amirul)

We didnt take any pics when I was in Cardiff so as soon as we start talking i took out the camera.. lol I sayang you both to the sun...

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At home,

my housemate CC told me that I received a parcel... I was so happyyyyyyyy..

Its from Azree... hahahah..

Thank youuuuuuuuuu...

Cleo is the best magazine compared to the Uks one.. they would win hands downnnn!!!!

At time like this

2008-11-05T13:32:00.000-08:00

At time like this, I need my bestieeeeeeeeeeeeeee (SHAN)... recruit the team members and please come here now with box full of klenex.........Pls heal this broken heart, you always know what to do.. sniff sniff

Shan,

Youve been the bestest friend of mine, whatever time whenever I need you, youll be there no question asked. Everytime I cried or laugh you will be there.. Altho now both of us are miles apart I want you to know that you re still my bestfriendddd.. I was browsing through my pictures when I came across the power point slide you made for me, we were in the library when you showed me this. I miss you bestfriend I really really doooo......

PAIN PAIN GO AWAY...

2008-11-05T11:22:00.000-08:00

To my dear friend,

Im so sorry we cant work out our differences... It would be to cliche if i said it not your fault and its mine, but its true.. Im sooryyy...Both of us still cant move on from our past, I like you I really do. You wont give me any chance to express how i feel!!! I sayang you, and still do.. Pls do not give up faith on yourself, I never had the intention to hurt your feelings but see for yourself it not working, we had to much differences that we tend to hurt each other badly.

Counting Days

2008-11-03T16:46:00.000-08:00

Ive been waiting for almost 2 monthssssssss for this day to come, jangan sedih2 eventually it will get better ok? Dont forget all the things that i wanted ok sayangness..Youre flight here will be the best one... I bet you bole baringggg2 ok?

Smile ok?

This the two most beautiful person inside out, they are the ones who will laugh at my jokes atltho its not even funny, they are my most trustworthy ppl in the whole wide world and the love me for me... I love you twooo!!! walaupunnnnnn sometimes you guys annoyed meee but I still sayang you guys okies?

Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there. ~Amy Li ( you know i can never get rid of you kan long)

Youre the most wonderful personnnn.. I love you heaps

Im counting days for you to come here ling ling!!!!!
**btw jgn ingat i baik dgn you free tau, ader udang di sebalik batu!!!

circle of LOVE?

2008-11-02T18:31:00.000-08:00

In my self awareness class we were asked to make circles and list down what is the most important thing to us, this is what i did

I nvr gave a deep thought about what is the most important thing in my life, when i did this it took me nearly 30 mins to feel in the blank, however it made me aware these 3 things is the most important things to me, Ian (my lecturer) asked me why did I put god, family and happiness in the main circle, I told him this 3 things are the one that made me who i am today, I believe in god, and I knew HE knows whats best for me regardless in good or bad situation, and family has always been there, and happiness will always brings us together...

I love this class, Ive learned so much, Ian thought us in understanding ourselves and how other people perceive us, I never thought that ppl thought that I had confidence when presenting infront where actually I was stuttering the whole time. It helped me in building my confidence level as well, the next task that I was asked to do is to sit under a tree and reflect on my personal self. Im up for it tmrw :)

Birthday Wish List

2008-10-30T10:19:00.001-07:00

Some email, smsed and even called me to ask what i want for my birthday, ok I will list down what I want ok... pandai2 la you guys belikan okies? hahahaha..

I want return ticket to Malaysia via MAS okies?

I want CLEO magazine, those who knows me you know how addicted I am to it kan?

I want jeans, the jeans here are always too long and too big and too expensive.. LEVI's okayh
Chiffon top from Miss Selfridge

Knee length boots

Louis Vuitton Bag

Boyfriend... hahaha

Kerepek Pisang

will add more later.. hahaha... padan muka.. next time jgn tanyeee..

October Baby

2008-10-28T18:04:00.000-07:00

This week is filled by tears and laughter, and god knows what else...

27th October is the day i turned 21, 10028281826162 miles away from my family

I missed them so so so so much... tolong la, buy me a return ticket to Malaysia please...

I miss waking up in the morning to send the two little rascal to school
I miss driving my partner crime (jah and aboy-ah) everywhere
I miss looking at them laughing at my jokes ( they are the only ones yang paham)
I miss just being there with them

so, in order to get rid all this feeling of being homesick, I had my friend Ada and my cousin Fad over at my place to celebrate my birthday...

Happy Birthday to Me 

Week 5

2008-10-23T14:45:00.000-07:00

Someone told me that, they have a research on week 5, it was said that everyone ecspecially student in Brookes will be sleepy in week 5.. I do not know how true is that but all i know is I was half asleep in class today and come to think of it I was feeling sleepy this entire week.. She told me that Oxford is situated in a valley and the air is polluted compare to other places in the UK.. (-_-) what la wey!!!

This week has been a rollercoaster for me, I had a presentation last tuesday, we even had feedback on it.. I will scan all the feedback soon ok? now im too lazyyyyyyyyyyy.. But the presentation is good, Im really impressed with my group member, I did a lot of work with Paul and yes he is really helpful, we did debate in a lot of things but I like it, good for my brain!!Other than that I really wanted to go and watch High School Musical 3, and yes i do NOT care what you think.. I watched high school musical 1 and 2 and even went to the high school musical on ice...

Meanwhile, Ive been playing around with my webcam, haha... the thing is it all started when I want to ask my friend azree on what to wear that day and ended up i was camwhoring.. hahahha.. tooo muchhhhh.. heres some of the pic i took

hahahha... and seriously this is not the end of it.. I was chatting with him and all the sudden he didnt replyy.. macam annoyinggggg or mmg annoying!! so what i did wasssss

and yes i did get his attentionnnnnnn.. hahahhahaha

19th October

2008-10-19T13:51:00.000-07:00

Today is the most special day, first of all my brother went for his interview today with MAS and yep he got to 2nd stage... He worked so hard, we practiced the interview thing like everyday... I will hope and pray that he will get the job......... I want him to be a STEWARD, sure cerah masa dpn die kan?? hehehe..

and today is NIK's birthday, I called him (malaysian time) He's 21.. Im so proud of him!! He's living his dreamss.. I knw him 3 years ago, both of us were naive that time, we were always playing around.. but now he's much more mature, patient and very independent!!

"HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY NIK"

Today's buys

My group had asked me to wear beige blouse for our presentation next week, and I do not have one, however i oblige by going to primark. I didnt see any blouse in beige, so I walk to Miss Selfrige. I was there for whole 2 hours, they're having sale and I bought 2 blouses in beige ( I cant find the picture of it so its similar as the black one only its beige). They are both chiffon material and only for 9 pounds each!!! woot woot

2008-10-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

After zohor i went to City Centre to buy myself a sandal, senang sikit nak pegi toilet... The one that i bought is the furry type so whenever I use it after shower it will get wet..

its suppose to be pink colour but now dah hitam kehitaman.. huhuhu.. I went to primark but they no longer sell sandals so I went to the sport shop, the sandal is only 2.49 pounds. Okl ah kan?

I went to debenhams to buy my lipstick, its on sale its only 10 pounds.. heheh.. and i got free gift as well.. lucky me!!!

I went back home at 4 because I want to call Nik to wish him. 21st Birthday kan!!! heheh..

2008-10-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

Today, i woke up at 10.. straight away wash my duvets, sheets and clothes. Check my emails and off to take my shower, then I went down to make my breakfast. I had mini digestive and nestum.. yum yum!!! I went back down stairs and I saw a pink envelope with my name written on it....

I was grining from ear to ear, just by looking at the handwriting i know its from my beloved

"JESSICA aka porky"

I miss her so so much now...

this is the first birthday card that i receive... she gave me a picture of her pet snake fluffy.. ahhahaha... She's a good friend and love her to the fullest, she doesnt take any shit from ppl and thats why i love her heapssss...

2008-10-17T11:44:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through my inbox, and to my suprise I got this email for this guy called AMIR. Usually i would just delete unknown msgs but today I was tempted what AMIR wrote to me.

"sweety i want to say u something, i know this words are nothing infront of ur beauti but i want to say, ur pic made me mad, its really awesome, and u r looking sooooooooooooooooooo beautiful as Miss Malaysia, cute as Malaysian Princess , sweet as honey, nice as pretty angel. u look like the princess of butterfly, the queen of Jasmine flower. actually the words of dictionary cant explain ur beauti, i am jus speakless and speechless when i saw ur pics if i write whole of life narrating ur beauti, i will die but ur sweetness wont be end, ur eyes are jus like diomand pearls, the sky is feeling jealoous beause its two beautiful star u take as it becomes ur eyes, i wish and i dream that i can see this Masterpiece of the GOd, beauti of universe live with my naked eyes."

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. nak muntah ok???

ok and thats not the only thing that makes me wants to muntah.. As I went to the toilet to take my shower I saw the most disgusting thing ever.............

Is this how ppl throw their pads nowadays??? OMGGGGGGG...

I told my uncle about it and he said they are "communist".. youre sooooo right Pak Ngah!!!

So, after class I went to Argos to buy a Deep Fryer, the ppl in the house keeps on complaining about the oil on the wall lah, on the floor la.. so to make everyone happy i went and buy a Deep Fryer. Argos is the best place to buy anything and everything. I see myself going there evryday if tak pun I will be browsing through the website for hours.. Argos you ROCK!!! :P